Specfic Fics

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I'm looking for several fics.

One is during the episode It's a Trrible Life.Where they really are who they belive themselves to be in that episode and its after it ends and Sam and Dean are in a motel,about to go search for other evil things.Sam is wondering how he was convinced to do this after meeting Cas,Dean's hippie or druggie boyfriend.

2:Is where Dean and Cas are cursed by something to want to mate and Sam has to keep them apart>i think Bobby was there to but don't know for sure. It ends with Dean and Cas managing to get around Sam to be together and I think it turns out they had already been in a relantionship.Not sure about that part

3:Sam wants Dean but doesn't think he can have him so he has Dean's one nights stands after he is done with them.One night Dean sleeps with a woman without a condom and Sam while angry at his brother for doing such a thing is happy to lick it up.Its a rather graphic fic and I don't remember if it ends up Sam/Dean.I think it was all in Sam's point of view(Found in comments

4:After Azazel's death Sam and John abadon Dean to have normal lives,Sam to college and John to Adam.Dean continues to hunt after he leaves them both behind.Then he gets hurt and Cas stumbles upon him and takes him to the hospital. He is human and part of a rich family. Cas findsout the truth about the world and gets Bobby's help curing Dean.Then it ends with Cas and Dean hunting together (found in comments


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