need to find an asthma/sick Sam story

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I remember reading a series of drabbles on fanfiction.net and one is where Sam had asthma but never told Dean. Sam had an asthma attack shortly after John had died and ended up in the hospital where he had another one after Dean yelled at him. Sam had found out at as a teen of his asthma

found this story but now would like any asthma/sick Sam story as long as it's not slash