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spnstoryfinders_lj2011-10-11 03:25 pm
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Entry tags:
- affliction: depression,
- affliction: hospitalized!dean,
- affliction: hospitalized!sam,
- affliction: hurt!castiel,
- affliction: hurt!dean,
- affliction: hurt!jared,
- affliction: hurt!jensen,
- affliction: hurt!sam,
- character: castiel,
- character: dean,
- character: sam,
- genre: angst,
- genre: hurt/comfort,
- person: jared padalecki,
- person: jensen ackles,
- person: misha collins,
- warning: abused!castiel (emotional),
- warning: abused!castiel (mental),
- warning: abused!castiel (physical),
- warning: abused!castiel (sexual),
- warning: abused!dean (emotional),
- warning: abused!dean (mental),
- warning: abused!dean (sexual),
- warning: abused!jared (emotional),
- warning: abused!jared (mental),
- warning: abused!jared (sexual),
- warning: abused!jensen (emotional),
- warning: abused!jensen (mental),
- warning: abused!jensen (sexual),
- warning: abused!misha (emotional),
- warning: abused!misha (mental),
- warning: abused!misha (physical),
- warning: abused!misha (sexual),
- warning: abused!sam (emotional),
- warning: abused!sam (mental),
- warning: abused!sam (sexual)
Broken!Boy
Hey guys! I just finished reading A Monster By Any Other Name (http://freac-camp.livejournal.com/517.html) which features a totally and completely broken Sam. I've also read Bait (http://maz-kazama.livejournal.com/tag/bait) which has totally broken Dean.
I'm looking for other fics where one of the boys (Sam, Dean, Jensen, Jared, even Castiel or Misha) has been totally and systematically abused (mental, physical, sexual, anything) and is, basically, now somewhat of a basket case. They're just completely terrified and scared and constantly expecting pain. And I want the other to be desperately trying to make it all better. Basically I was extreme hurt/comfort guys!
Keep in mind I have read a TON of J2. I've read all of leonidasden's fics. NC-17, AU, gen, slash, wincest, its all totally fine. So are self-recs. WIPs I can handle as well. Just give me the most gut wrenching hurt/comfort out there. Thanks in advance!
I'm looking for other fics where one of the boys (Sam, Dean, Jensen, Jared, even Castiel or Misha) has been totally and systematically abused (mental, physical, sexual, anything) and is, basically, now somewhat of a basket case. They're just completely terrified and scared and constantly expecting pain. And I want the other to be desperately trying to make it all better. Basically I was extreme hurt/comfort guys!
Keep in mind I have read a TON of J2. I've read all of leonidasden's fics. NC-17, AU, gen, slash, wincest, its all totally fine. So are self-recs. WIPs I can handle as well. Just give me the most gut wrenching hurt/comfort out there. Thanks in advance!
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But look here if you want to know more spoilers:
Sam has his reasons, but does bad things-how much outside of what he does to Dean-we don't know. Sam goes missing from Dean for a while, and it turns out he was kidnapped and was brainwashed and tortured by some bad guys (demons, others with powers etc). We don't see much of what happens to him. They make him so afraid of them (and brainwashed of course) that he goes along with their plan of taking over the world. He wants to protect Dean, but the only way he can think of to do that after being so damaged is to make Dean insignificant to anyone who would want to hurt him and basically make Dean his property (slave). So he does sexually abuse him and lock him up, and is basically conditioning and brainwashing Dean-though Dean is fighting it and trying to figure out what's going on exactly because Sam won't tell him. So it's a very dark fic. But I still have some hope.