Broken!Boy

[mrswinchester18.livejournal.com]

Hey guys! I just finished reading A Monster By Any Other Name (http://freac-camp.livejournal.com/517.html) which features a totally and completely broken Sam. I've also read Bait (http://maz-kazama.livejournal.com/tag/bait) which has totally broken Dean.

I'm looking for other fics where one of the boys (Sam, Dean, Jensen, Jared, even Castiel or Misha) has been totally and systematically abused (mental, physical, sexual, anything) and is, basically, now somewhat of a basket case. They're just completely terrified and scared and constantly expecting pain. And I want the other to be desperately trying to make it all better. Basically I was extreme hurt/comfort guys!

Keep in mind I have read a TON of J2. I've read all of leonidasden's fics. NC-17, AU, gen, slash, wincest, its all totally fine. So are self-recs. WIPs I can handle as well. Just give me the most gut wrenching hurt/comfort out there. Thanks in advance!

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[liliaeth]

Uhm ,not entirely sure if this is the kind of thing you're looking for, but it has broken and abused Jensen (though Jared is the bad guy in this one)

It's more hurt than comfort though.

The farmer and his cow

I haven't had time yet to clean it up and get it betaed but it is complete.

[rifle53.livejournal.com]

Ummm, ratherastory's Fusion verse has Sam back from hell with loads of mental problems, and Dean's got a busted knee so he has physical problems. It's much better than I make it sound...

http://ratherastory.livejournal.com/102813.html

[gluisa88.livejournal.com]

Here's one that I just finished reading- be warned, very dark!John!

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4605897/1/Replacement

[wolfdog223.livejournal.com]

True Brotherhood by UThnkUrFunny IThnkImAdorable
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4688315/1/True_Brotherhood
AU John and Dean are finishing up a hunt when they stumble upon a young boy named Sam. When they discover Sam's past, will they be able to help him heal? Limp!abused!Sam Protective!Dean and a little Protective!Mean!John

It has a sequel wich is I think on premament hiatus.
Brotherhood Bonds
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4859139/1/Brotherhood_Bonds
AU Sequel to True Brotherhood. When John goes missing, it's up to Sam and Dean to find him. But the thing that took him actually wants something else... Limp!Hurt!Sam, Protective!Hurt!Dean. Some innuendos of extreme abuse Sam suffered earlier.

[wolfdog223.livejournal.com]

Commodities by Circe
http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=1812&warning=5
Jared and Jensen are two orphans who have been failed by a system that just doesn't care. When they are kidnapped by an evil gang intent on making a profit they meet and fall for one another in a dark and mysterious place Called "The Club."

A Kept Boy bu poisontaster
http://poisontaster.livejournal.com/417962.html
(CWRPS AU, primarily Jeffrey Dean Morgan/Jensen Ackles)
A Kept Boy is an RPS AU involving slavery, abuse (adult and child) in all forms (verbal, physical, mental), inequalities of power, and dark, adult concepts regarding same. At heart, it's a love story, but it goes through some bad, dark places to get there.

Sins of the Innocent by reapertownusa
http://reapertownusa.livejournal.com/24943.html
Dean has always known what he is and what it takes to control the demon inside of him. He and his brother were raised hunters, living isolated from the rest of society to protect both themselves and innocent civilians. When everything falls apart, they struggle to find their way in a world they don’t trust. They come to discover that they were never as alone as they thought and nothing is what it seems.

[katsheswims.livejournal.com]

These two by leonisdaslion:
The Light of Munin (http://archiveofourown.org/works/180210/chapters/264948)

The Bright Lights of Disturbia (http://archiveofourown.org/series/7424)

And many of her other fics have similar dark themes.

And here is the
Evil!Sammy Universe (http://writingbyebonio.livejournal.com/7233.html) where we see the break down of Dean and sort of see Sam's. It's wip, but very long already.

[shamangrrl.livejournal.com]

Not sure if this is what you're looking for. Basically it's Dean's journey during the time Sam was at Stanford. He sinks pretty low, and he pulls himself back up. The link is to the first part of the story, and it's a long one. It's one of the first stories I read in the fandom, and I'm still re-reading it 7 years later.

http://sites.google.com/site/stele3/the1300dayspart1

Hope you enjoy!

[gomustangs2002.livejournal.com]

Fireflies, Sparklies, and Other Flights of Fancy

It's from the spnkink_meme. Jensen was brutaly raped and has tried to take his own life. In the hospital he meets Jared who is working through some issues of his own. The offical summary is a lot more detailed and spoilery. It's a really good story.

http://maryjo24.livejournal.com/5082.html

[gomustangs2002.livejournal.com]

Just remembered another really good one! Only waring it's a WIP (but worth waiting for, and I am pretty sure it's almost finished)

Dress me up in Stitches http://thesammykinz.livejournal.com/2859.html#cutid1


Summary: Ten years ago, a killer—the likes of which hadn’t been seen since the Boston Strangler—took four victims through slow, bloody, disfiguring deaths. He kidnapped five young men and women, but only killed four—one survived, and he never knew. The murderer, smarmy and smug with warm blood on his hands, was never caught. Today, Jared Padalecki—a newly-single Texan college dropout—came to Boston in hope of starting over, and moved in with his (reluctant) brother, Jeff. Jared got a job at a quirky grocery store, but something was missing from his life… and then it waltzed right in. “It” being Jensen Ackles, a timid but beautiful stranger who had a secret—one that everybody but Jared seemed to know.

[zions.livejournal.com]

My beloved Days of our Lives (http://directors-seat.livejournal.com/tag/01%3A%20tainted%20love) fits your request rather perfectly (though you might already know this one, it's been around for qite a while):



It's epic (well beyond a few hundredthousand words), and while Jensen's past is dark, and hurtful, and traumatizing (he really is messed up... jeez...), it's balanced out beautifully with the comfort and protection Jared provides and the boys' absolute love. *sighs* This story also features graphic (scorchingly hot!) gay porn (seeing as they are pornstars) (don't let yourself be put off by the scene in the first chapter, it'll get less hardcore), what more can a fangirl want?! ;-)

Abused!Dean

[(Anonymous)]

I highly recommend Sins of the Innocent (

Summary: Dean has always known what he is and what it takes to control the demon inside of him. He and his brother were raised hunters, living isolated from the rest of society to protect both themselves and innocent civilians. When everything falls apart, they struggle to find their way in a world they don’t trust. They come to discover that they were never as alone as they thought and nothing is what it seems. Pre-series AU. The boys are 18 and 22 with flashbacks to wee and teen!chesters.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/212299/chapters/317961?view_adult=true