Looks for fics that are AU to 'Devil's Trap'/'In My Time of Dying'

[moordeb.livejournal.com]

So, I watched 'In My Time of Dying' last night and I started wondering how the season would have turned out if Dean had died.

So now I'm looking for any fics where one of the brothers died in 'Devil's Trap' or was otherwise out of the picture (in a coma, or recovering in someone's backroom) leaving the other brother to travel the country with John.

Please rec away - I'd be happy with any genre, though I'd really love to see some fucked up, angry or depressed, father/son incest if there's any out there :)