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Anyone remember a wincest written not so long ago where Dean learnt than Sam din't go to Stanford willingly but was forced by their father because John realized his sons were sleeping together? I remember Sam confessing the truth to Dean who was very mad because their father or Sam shouldn't have decided what was the best for him. John also accused Sam of having seduced Dean.

Please, tell me someone remember this fic. I forgot to put it in my mem and I don't find it anymore. *sobs*