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Hello, I'm searching for 1 specific fic and some non-specific recs.

I haven't tried that hard to find this one because I don't even know where to start looking. I know I read it on ff.net. It's about teenage Sam, who can't afford new shoes during winter and he tries to get a job (I think John lets him eventually), and his room at the house they're staying in is really cold, so he gets really sick and has to go to the hospital and in the end John stands in his room looking around at all of his meager belongings and feels guilty. It's one of my favorite in the fandom so far, but I cannot for the life of me remember what it was called or who it was by.

ETA: FOUND! Slipping Through the Cracks by kokoda2007

As for non-specific, preferably gen fics...
(I'm okay with ship, but not all up in my face plz.)

1. Sam blind (or otherwise incapacitated) from seeing an angel's true form, either in a vision or in person. I doubt anyone's done it, but it sounded like an interesting plot device, so I just thought I'd ask.

2. Fics centered around Sam's tallness, NOT SIZE!KINK. I love Cars and Couches by Clair Beaubien (some of her other fics mention it/center around it too), so anything in that fashion.

3. Post-Swan Song fics where Dean finds Sam (either by chance or someone tells him) and he isn't hiding for some lame reason like "I wanted you to have a normal life" but he has amnesia (partial or full-on) or he's not quite human anymore or he's off-kilter after being in Hell.

If you have any of these or even variations of these (as long as that variation is not RP fic or Dean in Sam's place) or even just something you think I would like based on the nature my requests, that would be great! Self-recs are welcome too!