Wincest and gen search.

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01. The Wincest was a oneshot on LJ. I remember the author had Mad Girl's Love Song by Sylvia Plath incorporated in the story. It was talking about who Dean's first loves were, starting from when he was really young and going on through the years. It was post-s3 and it showed how Sam went to check into a motel without Dean and the end was like 'Sam's first was named Dean'.

Found! I Think I Made You Up Inside My Head

02. This was a gen oneshot on LJ and it was also post-s3. Sam is trying to find a way to save Dean and enlists the help of Ruby - it starts off with her trying to get him to control his telekinesis and continues on with her showing him the Devil's gate and how Sam can't enter yet because bodies can't enter Hell, only souls. Sam learns to astral project himself and his body starts to deteriorate. They go down into Hell but Sam's too late to save Dean and when Ruby and Sam go back up topside he ends up killing her with his powers. He discovers that he can teleport to different time periods and he uses this to go back in time and try to stop the hellhounds but he can't. Eventually, Sam turns into the YED and ends with him pouring the blood into his younger self's mouth, talking about how this Sam will be strong enough to save Dean.

Found! Golden Lights Go Dark Tonight

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