Infidelity J2 or Wincest and Specific Story Request

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Hello this is more of a general request then looking for a specific story. I'm looking for some fanfics that involve either Jared or Sam cheating on Jensen or Dean. I also hope for a happy ending as well, with the boys overcoming the issues.

This story I'm having a hard time finding again. It was an epic story, I remember there was at least 5 stories to it. It started off before Sam left for Stanford. In the beginning Sam was getting visions about a future where he and Dean were together. He had the opportunity to make a wish and go back into the past to go and change things. Sam wakes up from this strange dream and slowly he and Dean end up together. Dean ends up going to Stanford with Sam, the two of them still working jobs together on the side off and on.

Found by: ssfladysb Heart's Desire Series.

Thank you in advance!