LFS: suicidal!Sam...kinda weechester?

[ptijade.livejournal.com]

Hi!

Well, I didn't read the fic I'm looking for, I only read the synopsis. It was something about Sammy being suicidal from a young age, and every time Dean was there for him I think... Any ideas?
If this doesn't exist, any fics where Sam is suicidal with protective!Dean are good!

Any ideas?

Comments

[seschat.livejournal.com]

Suicide:
Sam's Birthday Gift (http://blueeyedliz.livejournal.com/1260.html#cutid1) by blueeyedliz

the moon is gold and silvery (http://ygrawn.livejournal.com/9856.html) by ygrawn

Suicide attempt:
Six Feet Ain't So Far Down (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4145343/1/Six_Feet_Aint_So_Far_Down) by authoressnebula
Summary: All he had to do was step out, and let his body fall. Six plus feet of wide spread sacrifice to the waters, and this would all be over. Early season 3 spoilers. Language, attempted suicide, terrified!Dean. NOT A DEATH FIC.

Last Line (To Hang On To) (http://authoressnebula.livejournal.com/756901.html#cutid1) by authoressnebula (post 4x18, if you're interested in a recent one)
Summary: Sam falls apart and tries to kill himself because of the events of the last few months. He doesn't want to go darkside, and believes he will because of Dean's comment about it. Dean stops him and comforts his younger brother.

Bonus:
Bleeding Out, Put Me Back Together (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4443632/1/Bleeding_Out_Put_Me_Back_Together) by authoressnebula
Summary: Three days after being possessed, Sam's still seeing the blood on his hands and the black in his eyes. Hurthurthurt!emo!Sam, patient!worried!Dean, self-harm, nightmares, happy frickin' ending, Wee!Chester flashback.

RaBB verse: If You Feel Like Letting Go (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4145409/1/RaBB_verse_If_You_Feel_Like_Letting_Go) by authoressnebula
Summary: Dean's 19, Sam's 15: Sam's moody and a regular teen these days, but lately, Dean's worried that it might be something else. Especially with the weird list of things Sam's been asking for. Mentions of self-hurt and suicide; NOT A DEATH FIC.

[seschat.livejournal.com]

And teenage!Sam suicide attempt (kind of):
Inherited Scars (http://buriedchild.livejournal.com/261509.html) by buriedchild

Enjoy! :)

[ptijade.livejournal.com]

Oh WOW! Thank you soooo much for all those fics! Can't wait to read them all!

[seschat.livejournal.com]

You're welcome! :D

[billysgirl5.livejournal.com]

You might like Unthinkable (http://glassshoe.livejournal.com/947.html)

[(Anonymous)]

thank you for the fics :) just what i was looking for

[(Anonymous)]

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10040402/1/Dripping-Blood
"Please," was all he could think, "please don't take my baby brother away from me. Don't take him away. My Sam. My Sammy. My little brother. My baby, God PLEASE!" Warning: Depression, attempted suicide

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9769504/1/Leave-Me-Not
Sam is tired. Tired of being yelled at, at disappointing his family. But there is something at their new home. Something that targets the boy, and only makes it worse.

[ptijade.livejournal.com]

Thank you for sharing these!