Diehard the Hunter and Non-con Dean/OMC

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I have a really bad habit of reading fics, enjoying them, and then not putting them in my memories like I should because I'm too lazy. So I've lost track of a couple of fics I'd like to read again. If anyone could provide me with the links, I'd be most happy. ^_^

1). An unrequited Wincest fic called "Diehard the Hunter" with an ending so shocking I've never been able to get the fic out of my head. I simply don't have time to sift through 1,000 entries in the Title: D folder over on supernaturalfic. :D So I'm hoping somebody else bookmarked it.
**FOUND** for me by vengefuldemon69. It's here. ^_^

2). A Non-con/dub-con Dean/OMC fic that happens because of Dean's PTSD over being abused by John for years. I'll describe a little more under a cut for content. The man gets Dean in an alley and rapes him up against a wall while Dean responds to him as "Sir" as if he's John. I don't remember there being any explicit John/Dean but it was certainly implied.

Sank yew in advance!