Specific Fic: John and Dean Hunting While Sam is Away at Stanford

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Okay, so I've been looking for this fic for approximately ever and I have never been able to refind it. It's set pre-series, immediately after Sam leaves for Stanford, and it follows John and Dean for the days or weeks after Sam left. It's in John's POV.

Dean is kind of mid-breakdown about the whole thing, but John is kind of refusing to acknowledge it. He's kind of in denial and thinks Dean is doing pretty okay, or doesn't want to have to deal with how not-okay Dean is. Then they hunt something that they both KNOW has been throwing people off cliffs and he sees Dean follow it up onto the clifftop anyway and nearly get himself killed, and then he's like "holy shit I think he just tried to commit suicide by hunting." Dean, of course, doesn't cop to it.

I don't think the story is explicity Wincest, but iirc there are definitely implications. I think at one point John mentally compares how Dean is handling Sam leaving to how he behaved after Mary died.

Sound familiar to anyone? I've honestly been trying to find it for over a year, so any help is much appreciated.

Dean/Castiel in faerie realm

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Looking for a fic where a teenager (or possibly more than one) has been taken by the Fae, and Dean and Castiel go after them because there is a chance Cas can use being an angel to get the teenager back if they haven't eaten/drunk anything yet. But Dean and Cas have to pretend to be a couple while they are in the faerie kingdom, and there is a bit where they are given outfits with jewels and flower accessories - the first night the colours are just about Cas being an angel, but after that Dean gets outfits that match his colouring. By the end, the pretend relationship is obviously a real one, but I can't remember much else.

Any suggestions?

Looking for two J2 fics

[astrozoot.livejournal.com]

Hi all,

I'm looking for 2 specific J2 fics:

1) A slave fic (not BDSM), I can't remember which boy is slave and which is master. I believe they are both teens. The only scene I actually remember is that J1 was determined he would never mistreat J2 and promises him that, and then starts having sex with him and halfway through realises what he's doing is mistreatment when it becomes obvious that J2 isn't into it.

2) Jared is living at a beach and is, I think, a chef or bartender, and the fic opens with him cooking dinner at home. He has a friends with benefits relationship with his cousin and then his cousin brings home Jensen for a threesome. The relationship grows from there.

I know they're not a lot to go from, sorry, but I hope you can help. Thank you!