1 specific fic - Found! - and 1 general fic search

[saraid.livejournal.com]

Hi everyone. I'm looking for 8ne specific fic and then a sort of general type of fic.

The specific fic was Sam/Dean. They were together. Sam liked rough sex, always bending Dean over something or slamming him into walls, but Dean preffered gentler sex,he just wasn't able to tell Sam. I think they work it out. I'd like to find that story or anything like it.

I've recently read a couple of post-hell ptsd stories, one of them dealing with sex and Dean's (lack of) recovery from what he suffered in hell. I would love to read more, especially ones about his recovery and sex, but really any stories dealing with the aftermath.

I appreciate any help you can give ☺


Edit: the first one has been found, link in comments.

De-aged Dean Story

[alia-voron.livejournal.com]

Hello,
I'm looking fo a fic I read a few months ago on fanfiction.net. Dean was deaged when Castiel saved him from hell, he was 8 I think and was found by some sort of social service, they called Bobby and was the one taking care of Dean.
Dean was kind of afraid of Sam because of his demon-blood addiction.
I think was also something about some plush toy with magical protections and soothing runes on it.