specific author

[shinybiancachu.livejournal.com]

Hey, I'm looking for an author that had many SPN fics.

I remember that one fic of hers dealt with Brady talking to Jessica before her death and another fic dealt with the little kid from the third episode of the first season, Lucas, I think, drawing the Impala and his mom thinking that the Impala was flying and Lucas knowing that it,Sam, and Dean were falling. Sorry that I can't be more specific.

Dean/Cas truth drug

[almeisan-s.livejournal.com]

Hey! I'm looking for a specific fic, relatively short, wherein Dean and Cas are abducted together by the baddies--who I think are demons? Anyway, Dean wakes up and finds himself chained up, with Cas trapped nearby and unable to use his powers. Their captors come in and beat Dean up, give him some kind of truth drug, and interrogate him. In order to avoid giving them the information they want, Dean gives in to the urge to tell the truth by confessing his love for Cas. They get angry and beat him up some more, he tells the truth of his love for Cas some more, and Cas goes a little crazy watching this all happen. It's all told from Dean's POV, including a rescue which he doesn't remember much of, Sam driving them to the hospital (with Dean laid down on Cas' lap in the back seat), and Dean being handed over to the doctors whom he doesn't realize are trying to help (he fights them, thinking they're trying to take him away from Sam and Cas). It's awesome, and I can't find it anywhere!