Evil!Dean or Creature!Dean, Weechesters era

[heathahr.livejournal.com]

Does anyone know of any fics in which Dean is evil pre-series. Like growing up/weechesters era more so than Stanford era. And like, actually evil in that he was somehow corrupted by YED or other demons. I'm sorry if I'm explaining this really poorly, but I read one fic where Dean was possessed by a demon the night of the fire, but the demon Was the Dean that we know and love from the show and he manipulated Sam his entire childhood for YED. Something like that. It doesn't necessarily have to be demon!dean, but just anything where he is being influenced by something evil or is manipulating John and Sam without them knowing. Or even something evil kidnapping Dean (or preferably both boys) and raising them to be evil.

And similarly, any fic where Dean is something that John would want to hunt. Like creature!Dean without John knowing or creature!Dean where John knows but is doing all he can to ensure that Dean doesn't hurt people. I read one where Dean became a skinwalker as a toddler on a hunt and John had to accept that. So anything like that.

I don't care if they are gen or have pairings (just no destiel). And for time period, the earlier in the brothers' childhood, the better. (if it takes place with them older, but has a lot of flashbacks/references to weechesters, that's fine too) Thank you! And sorry for any mistakes, I'm on mobile.

Resurrected Mary and/or John

[xxsweet-sorrow7.livejournal.com]

Okay I recently finished reading Hail Mary and Mary, Mary, Quite Contrary and Good Things Do Happen. I really want more stories like those. If it's just one or the other is fine as well but I loved if they were both ressurected. It would be a plus if Mary got mad at John for raising her children as hunters. If Adam is in it I will be very happy.  I don't min GEN, am in love with Destiel but want no wincest please. Big thanks in advance.

wincest or gen - dean hits sam

[j2-demon.livejournal.com]

I just love fics where Dean hits Sam and Sam is shocked and hurt. Maybe Dean always said "I'll never hurt you" and then he does hurt Sam and Sam feels really hurt.

please im begging.

Sam/fem!Gabriel Fic Recs

[iamaslashaddict.livejournal.com]

Hey Guys,

A couple of a days ago there was a post looking for a specific Jessica!Gabriel fic and while I am completely interested in reading that fic, it just got me thinking about Sam/fem!Gabriel fics in general. I am looking for recs for the pairing that either have Gabriel in female form with Sam as the main theme or as a significant part of the plot. I'm not looking for always-a-girl!Gabriel or completely AU (somewhat AU like meeting in a different way is okay) stories either. The fics can have Sam knowing about Gabriel being in female form or not. Long fics or short fics doesn't matter, neither does the rating. I know I have read at least a couple of them and would really like to read some more.

Thanks in advance!

*I found "Watching Over You" by auntie_climatic in my initial search, so no need to rec that one. :)

(found!) Looking for specific J2 fic (a/o/b, dub-con, age difference)

[baby-xenomorph.livejournal.com]

Hi all, I read this fic awhile ago and now I cannot find it again.
I'm pretty sure I found it on http://pinboard.in/u:spnkink_meme/t:pairing:jensen%252fjared/. I went through all the tags I could think of but nothing.

Story: A/B/O world, Jared is an older pack alpha and in a pack war kills Jensen's (he's about 16 or so) dad who's alpha of his own pack. Jared originaly wanted to kill Jensen too but then gives him the ultimatum to either mate with him or get killed, so scared/hurt!Jensen opts to mate with Jared (dub-con/non-con).
I have no idea how it continues.

Thanks in advance!

edit: found here http://insane-songbird.livejournal.com/152868.html