Stories about Bobby and Sam's relationship

[hmth.livejournal.com]

So we never really seen many Bobby and Sam moments in the
show and it was said that Dean was Bobby's favorite. Makes me kinda sad actually. Anyone know of any stories that are about Bobby's and Sam's relationship? Preferably throughout the seasons but preseries works too! No Bobby/Sam
please! Thanks!

Finding a home and happiness;

[catnthecradle.livejournal.com]

Hi everyone, RL is being a bitch to me right now and I'm a bit depressed and NEED a little cheering up. What I'd really love to read is stories where something GOOD happens to the boys. I'm not talking crack fics or anything like that, more fics where things work out for them and they get a home (Not necessarily curtain fic). Some examples of what I'm looking for are...

Different Roads Verse http://cazadoretx.livejournal.com/1018.html#cutid1
To Honour Losses http://archive.worldofslash.com/viewstory.php?sid=31&ageconsent=ok&warning=4
The Organization http://samdean.archive.nu/series.php?seriesid=356
Brother Mine http://etrixiswriting.livejournal.com/52273.html
Singer & Winchester Home For Wayward Hunters http://sarosefanfic.bravehost.com/s&whfwh.htm
Make It Right http://sarosefanfic.bravehost.com/mir_main.htm

A little danger is good, excessive angst or damage is bad.
Gen is great, wincest or het is good as long as it doesn't become the focus of the story.
Crossovers are loved, original characters who make things better are great, and canon characters who do something to improve their lives are all welcome. I just want the boys to be each others best friends and for them to finally have a home and happiness.

Thank you all for your help.

lf deleted fic: kikkimax and zanne - found!

[kilawater.livejournal.com]

Hi everyone,

First time posting here, although I've found some fic for people now and then.
I was looking for a few rereads and was shocked to discover some of my favorite crossovers missing!

Does anyone know what happened to Zanne's Pagan Gods 'Verse? It's an SPN fic that spins out into a verse that crosses over with a bunch of different fandoms. It's always been one of my multifandom happy places, but I can't find it anywhere now.

Same for Kikkimax: her SPN/Criminal Minds crossover series that starts with 'Defect' seems to have completely vanished, plus the website it was posted on.

Does anyone know what happened and - if the authors are okay with it - have a PDF or EPUB copy to share? Maybe via Mediafire so everyone can enjoy?

Thanks so much for your help!
Kila

Edit: Pagan Gods was taken down for publication (Zanne is not comfortable with open sharing of the Pagan Gods verse for this reason) and Kikkimax's fic found in a link below. Thanks everyone!

Abused!Dean Pre-Series or Season 1

[strangerthings7.livejournal.com]

Hi there I'm looking for any fics set while John is still alive in which Dean is abused sexually or raped, but NOT by John. I'm not interested in that. What I am interested in is:

1. Dean being abused and John finding out later and being the protective vengeful father.
2. Dean being attacked and John stopping it or finding him after the attack. I love the idea of John patching Dean up.
3. John being angry at Dean for some reason, maybe because he was irresponsible and left Sam, but then finding out what really happened.
4. Dean being raped or abused in some way in order to protect Sam and Sam or John finding out about it.

I am happy to have fics set after John is dead if they involve Sam finding out about what happened in the past. I am also happy with any pairing as long as it's m/m, but NOT John/Dean. Wincest is fine, I also love Destiel so that's okay as long as it is focused on what happened to Dean in the past.

*bonus points if it focuses heavily on the father son relationship between John and Dean. John doesn't need to be nice in it, just no sexual content between them.
**bonus points if it's set when they are young and another adult like Bobby or Ellen are more concerned about Dean's well-being than John is because he doesn't pay enough attention.
***extra bonus points if Dean has serious self-esteem issues as a result of what happens to him, the more angst the better. I know I'm cruel :p

This all sounds very specific but really anything you can send my way that is related to these issues is appreciated, I haven't read many of these kinds of fics so hopefully your searching skills are better than mine :) Thanks and happy hunting!!