First ever fan fic for supernatural...?

[mammalisan.livejournal.com]

Im looking for the first ever written Spn fic. According to "super-wicki" It was publishd only hours after the show was aired. I did read it once. It was a short story about Sam and Dean (Dean getting out of the shower),and it implies Wincest without ever actually writing it! It used to be linked from Super-wicky but now I can't seem to find it any more... Does anyone know where to find it these days?

wincest - dean is horrible (on purpose or accidentally) to sam

[j2-demon.livejournal.com]

i just want sam to be hurt by dean. it can be accidentally (dean doesnt know he's doing it or he was cursed or something) or on purpose (brings sam down to feel better about himself idk)

I'd like a happy ending but it doesnt matter.

(And if you know any j2 with this theme (jared in sam's role) then send them my way too!)

Heatwave, Fic stock piling

[rissa-dawn.livejournal.com]

1. Self-recs welcome

2. Favourite overall fic
 2b. Favourite crossover fic

3. Favourite type of fic

4. Favourite Pairing Fic

5. Favourite One shot
  5b. lengthy fic
    5c. series

6. Also if you have any epic length space AU of the boys that you would recommend, awesome,

7. Tags and delicious accounts i should browser through, are welcome.

8. Fic where the cage wasn't all torture and Sam comes back different once he is re-souled

Any thing goes (wincest, destiel, megstiel, dark, light, fluffy, angst, recarniation!fic, bamf!boys ect.), but be considerate and post pairings and warnings with link so no one walks in to a fic unprepared,

Thank you ahead of time