Specific fic search

[iluvpaddedwalls.livejournal.com]

Hey guys, hoping y'all can help me find a certain story. Could have sworn I had it on AO3 and saved but I can't find it. It's a Jared/Jensen. Jensen has a certain type of power where people can't seem to remember him. Except Jared can. Jared can kind of read minds when he's touching them. I remember Jared uses it to help the cops when others like them start being murdered. Thanks for any help.

specific fic: Cockles

[mrmarph.livejournal.com]

Hi! :D
So, a while ago I read this fic, I'm pretty sure it was an Ao3. It took place in the Omega Verse. Alpha!Misha was an officer who rescued Omega!Jensen from an assault and took him home to take care of him. Before that Jensen had already been raped, causing him to be pregnant by the time Misha found him, although he took something to stop the pregnancy (successfully). I think it was about 6 chapters long.

Does anyone know what I'm talking about? I've looked everywhere but I can't find it anymore.
Thanks in advance :)

J2, hurt!Jensen, panic attack, past abuse

[silverymidnight.livejournal.com]

Hey guys!

I'm looking for this J2 fic, where Jensen met his emotionally abusive ex-boyfriend (at the grocery store, I think) and had a panic attack, calling his now-boyfriend Jared. Jared works as a video games designer and hurries home to Jensen. Jensen was really distraught, had to wait in the parking lot for a while until he calmed down a bit.

Don't really remember anything else, sorry.

I really appreciate your help! I don't think it was a long story, basically just that scene, but it was really good and I loved it.

Love, Silvy

Looking for specific Sick!fic (FOUND)

[not-moose.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm new, so I'm sorry if I got anything wrong.


Anyway, I've been trying to find this fic and am wondering if ya'll could help. I've read twice (both times found by accident) but keep forgetting to save/bookmark it, and now that I'm actually looking for it, I can't find it anywhere. This is what I remember:

I believe (but not 100% positive) I read it on Archive of Our Own.

It took place around S8 (or early S9) because Sam is sick and him and Dean believe it has something to do with the trials, but Dean finds out Kevin had the flu and Sam just caught it. He decides to play a quick prank on Sam by making him believe he has something serious before telling him it's just the flu.

Dean eventually catches what Sam had, so Sam then takes care of him.

I believe it was around Christmas, because I remember Dean being too sick to go with Sam and either Kevin or Cas (or both) Christmas tree shopping. Also Charlie, Jodie and Garth come over. I remember Cas giving the boys a Playstation. When everyone goes to bed, Sam gives Dean the amulet back.


Does this sound familiar to anyone? Hopefully I'm not mixing two different fics into one lol

Dimension travel, AU!Sam and Dean aren't close?

[acqiel.livejournal.com]

Hi guys,

I was wondering if any fics existed where Sam and/or Dean travelled to a parallel universe, and met the alternate versions of themselves that didn't have such a close relationship as they do in canon. Their alternate selves may be hunters or normal civilians, brothers who hate each other or just have a normal, less codependent relationship than in canon.

Alternatively, if they do replace their AU-selves, some kind of reaction from other people (John/Mary/Bobby?) in the AU-verse on how different they are compared to AU!Sam and Dean? Anything following this theme would be amazing, and I'm not fussed about pairings.

Fics where Sam is gay/bisexual

[crycrywolf.livejournal.com]

Hey there! I've done some digging but I haven't found quite what I was looking for. I'm looking for fics where Sam is gay or bisexual.

Things I would like:
-pre-series, Sam dealing with coming to terms with liking boys
-pre-series Sammy angst
-sam experimenting in college
-Dean finding out about Sam and another guy and getting possessive/jealous/confused/curious/realizes he has feelings for Sam
-John/Bobby finding out
-I'm not a big John Winchester fan, so anything where he is a jerk or abusive is good
-Protective!Dean
-Fics where instead of Jessica, Sam is dating a guy and Dean meets him when he drops in
-Can be wincest, gen, sam/omc, samstiel, background destiel...basically open to anything. Not a huge fan of Sam/Gabriel or Sam/lucifer


Would also be ok with all of the above, but with Dean instead of Sam. I've already read The Ballad of the Invisible Boy and really loved it (its what set me off on this quest). 

EDITED TO ADD: I'm ok with fics taking place during the series as well.