Apathetic!Dean? Psychopathic!Dean

[bonnie-bons.livejournal.com]

Hi, I've never posted before so forgive me if I'm doing this wrong. A long time ago I read this story that sort of followed what was happening in canon but Dean was wrong, in the way that he didn't feel things like normal people. I think because of what happened to his mother and how he was raised. I would really appreciate you guys helping me find this story. Sorry that I don't have more information, it was in the early stages when I got into this fandom.
Also sorry if i tagged this incorrectly. Mods you can fix the tagging if I did it wrong. Thanks

One specific Kidnapped!Sam and stories by d8rc_messnger

[partially-evil.livejournal.com]

Hello guys!

So, I hevn't read this fanfic before, but i saw an old post here on the community where someone was looking for it, but sadly it was never found, and i'm really interested in reading it. Here's the post:

"Sam is kidnapped by the (relatives?) of a demon(s)/monster(s) they killed a while back. These monsters are in control of an underground prostitution ring (except, I think, they somehow get the victims to say "yes") for monsters and demons. They catch Sam, bind him up, and brutally abuse/rape him. Various monsters come to him, including some kind of wraith or big-and-bad. Dean eventually figures out what's going on and he calls in a bunch of hunters and they raid the place and rescue Sam."

According to the original post, it's neither "The Fetters of Fenrir" by leonidaslion nor "A Year Without Music."

Also, I just read "Worth the Price" by d8rc_messnger, and it was AMAZING, but i read a .PDF version since her account has been deleted or something, so i was hoping that maybe someone could point me to where i can find her other fics? I just really loved the way she wrote "Worth the Price" and I'd love to read her other works as well!

Thanks in advance :D

Specific!Fic *Found*

[rissa-dawn.livejournal.com]

Specific!fic ->
main character: Sam Winchester
>No Stanford
>Sam isn't with John or Dean
|____>They don't know where he is
>I think there was a fight between the John and Sam that lead to Sam leaving
>Sam's age was between 16-20
>Pastor Jim and Bobby know where he is
>Sam creates weapons for hunters
>He is a well-known person in the community but under an alias
>Lives in a cabin in a remote place
>There is a blacksmith and cabin and there is underground tunnel
>they end up finding him
>either it's gen heavy on the wincest subtext or wincest
Thats all I remember, help! Tell me if I accidentally made an entire fanfiction in my head or even a fanfic that is similar.

Please!

Found look in the comments below

Wincest fics with Hallucifer

[rei-kise.livejournal.com]

Hello everyone :)

I have read Carnivorous by Lise and I feel in love with it.

I'm looking for more fics with Sam trying to cope with Hallucifer by having angry sex with Dean (you know, the pain-thing...)

Bonus if Dean is confused by the weird behavior of Sam.

NO PWP - just angsty and H/C fics :3

Thanks!! :3