J2 au. Bartender and bar go-er

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Hi, i was hoping someone would be able to help me find an old J2 fic, in which one of them (pretty sure Jensen) is a bartender/waiter, and the other (Jared) comes in on a weekly basis, but always with a different date (often women, i am sure sandy is one of them). Bartender is really intrigued and finds him very attractive. Jared may possibly be an escort, but i could be mistaken.

Thanks in advance!

Disappointment fics & Adam or Ben Fics

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Hey everyone!
I'm searching for fics where there's some disappointment aspect!

1)Dean or Sam feel upset because John lets them down or doesn't keep a promise

2)John is disappointed in the boys and they can tell.

3)Jared/Jensen/Dean/Sam's parents are really disappointed in them or ignore them and they acts out or tries really hard to impress them and it doesn't work.

4) one of the boys does something they're proud of and John ignores them and brushes it aside

and also,

Any fics with Adam or Ben living with the Winchesters!!! I really love ones where they're younger but I'm happy with all!

Thanks in advance :)

Looking for Dean!Centric Tearjerker fics!

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So I just read In the Deafening Silence yet another time and I was crying again at the end of the story. I just love this fic so much and I really, really want to read more like that!

So my request is, is there any Dean!centric tearjerker fic like this? Be it for any specific reason (Dean being abandoned, depressed, badly hurt, even dead), as long as it's tearjerking because of Dean, not anyother person.

Long fics are always nice, and it'll be super nice if they're set in the first two seasons or are pre-series ones.

Preferablly Gen, but slash fics with a bottom!Dean would do, too.

Thanks!