Specific fic Dean/Cas (time travel kinda future!fic) canon

[jalan-love.livejournal.com]

hi guys

I'm looking for a fic where Dean wake up few years in the future (in a motel room I think) and discover he is in a romantic relationship with Castiel. (he discover later they are married)
I think it's fallen!cas (but it was way before season 9 and even before season 8)
I remember Dean is having a "gay panic"
Sam is awesome in this and try to calm him down and tells him to be nice with Castiel because Cas kinda lost his Dean (future!Dean) and he (past!Dean) act like a dick to him.
I remember that it's really hard for Cas, he is hurt that Dean push him a away a lot.
Dean is acting as his future self is not really him.
I remember that Cas hide his ring a bit but not sure.
But finally Dean accept the thing and come to like this intimate relation with Castiel and yeah he admit he is in love with him.
I remember Sam and Castiel find a way to send him back in his time (and of course the future Dean is back to his time too) (or maybe it happen itself because there's a lot of fic like that and I may mix things together sorry :p)
I'm sorry it's blurred it's been a great while and I think it's well known fic but I searched for months and I can't find it, please help?
Thank you very much !
Have a great day/night :)

Oh and it's NOT :
The story of you and me : http://archiveofourown.org/works/985737/chapters/1942668
neither it is : The day the world went away: http://pyjamagurl.livejournal.com/166757.html (it's similar and it's a great fic btw I rec it to you guys!)

Destiel raise a son and THEN get together

[daydream11.livejournal.com]

Hey, guys! I've lost a fic and I'm hoping you all could help me find it. Here's what I remember about it:

1) I'm almost certain that it's hosted on AO3.
2) It's a long fic, multi-chapter. I also remember it having multiple parts, or at least multiple epilogues.
3) It's Destiel, but a slow burner: they don't get together right away or even soon into the fic. Dean, at least, spends a lot of time coming to terms with his feelings for Cas.
4) In the very beginning of the fic, the boys are working a case. Dean finds a toddler boy in someone's home who is being abused, and the boy only has one hand. Cas is able to communicate with the boy with his angel powers and Cas enables Dean to legally adopt him by doctoring the paperwork in the system.
5) The boy calls Cas "Tad," which is "dad" in another language. It's super sweet.

Any ideas???

spec. AU: Sam shot, recovering at Bobby's & Dean finds out

[drazzah.livejournal.com]

Hey! I've been looking for a specific story all day and hope you guys can help me out. Here goes.

Dean is angry at Sam, so they split up and they don't see each other for months until Dean shows up at Bobby's and finds Sam there. He re-injures Sam accidentally when they first reunite because he's angry/didn't know Sam was hurt, and Sam goes to the hospital. Throughout the fic, Dean finds out Sam got shot in the back during a robbery and injured his spine (Dean made this injury worse). Lots of h/c and guilt, and Dean reconnecting and helping Sam.

I remember they find out Sam was actually shot by a shifter (Dean watches the security tape from the robbery), and that shifter shows up again near the end of the fic in a big showdown.

I'll be forever grateful to whoever knows what fic this is! Really wanted to read it today.
Thank you.

Specific Sam Wichester fic + others

[remyquinton.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for:
1. Specific Sam Winchester fic - Where Mary is alive and Sam remembers his life as a hunter. Sam while a teenager now has continued to hunt monsters, one of which attacked him making it look like suicide. So his parents now don't trust him, his brother is worried and decides to follow him out the window after he made his escape through it yet again (he does this quite a bit I think). I think eventually Dean starts to believe him and they start to hunt together (but again I'm not sure)

I'm also looking for some other fics that I've posted before - but didn't really get a response for -

General Wincest/J2 fics - looking for any: (I like bottom Jared/Sam more, although I won't say no to bottom Jensen/Dean)
2. Mpreg, A/O/B, Werewolf/Knotting - the longer the better, but I'll take anything,
3. Time Travel - fics like - The Time-Traveler's Brother by gretazreta but any is fine,
4. Merman - where one or both boys have/get tails,
5. Tron - any fic but more along the lines of Tron Legacy,
6. Sam with wings - growing wings (nothing to do with Lucifer) &

7. AU fics that include Jess dying and Dean not coming to Stanford like he did in the pilot.

I know this is a lot but If anyone can help me find some of these that would be great, Thanks in advance.