FOUND - Specific fic - Dean has schizophrenia (I think?) and Sam takes care of him

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I'm looking for a specific fic. From what I remember... Dean is crazy (schizophrenia, I think) and lives in some sort of mental institution, but Sam visits him and Dean is his best friend. I think it starts when Sam is much younger and is told from Sam's POV. It's a non-supernatural AU, except that Dean believes all the supernatural stuff happened. I think Sam stays in Kansas instead of going to Stanford so he can be near Dean. Sometimes Dean thinks they're in a relationship, but there isn't really any wincest from what I remember. Dean disappears and Sam searches and searches for him and eventually Jimmy Novak calls and tells Sam that Dean is there and thinks he's an angel. It was really good and I would love to reread it!

FOUND! Link in the comments!

Sam fics!

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Hello! I have a few requests, none specific, mainly with a Sam focus. If another character isn't mentioned, presume I mean the request is a fic like that involving Sam! Any pairing or rating is fine. I think I have done this request right, please let me know if I need to amend anything.

1. Language fics. Where at least Sam, if not Dean and others, speak two or more languages, and the use of extra languages is some sort of plot point. Can be real or made up languages.

Examples would be Sam picking up Enochian from Lucifer, or Sam and Dean with their own private language, or well, anything.

2. Powers!Sam. - I know there are hundreds of fics out there with this theme, but I would like to be recommended the best of them, hidden ones that you feel don't get enough readers. Any type of power is great.

3. Crossovers. With Naruto, Sherlock, Harry Potter, Star Trek(Any Star Trek series), True Blood, Game of Thrones(Even good, well written others which aren't listed here). In fact, I was re-watching some of TNG recently, with how the Q flick in and out and can seemingly bring anything they want into existence, I've always had it in my head that they are some renegade faction of angels, possibly following in Gabriels footsteps(And thusly failing, just pretty much staying how angels tend to be). Please don't tell me that I'm not the only one who had this thought, and please let there be some fic exploring it! Any characters in this

4. Missouri fic? I miss her. She was great.

5. Abused!Sam. Any at all, I have checked through the tags, but I am interested in more, please! (Would love if it were combined with any of my previous requests, particularly the language)

6. Drugs! Drug use. Sam preferred, but also by anyone else.

Gadreel/Ezekiel

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( Spoilers for season nine )

Specific Fic Search Deaged!Dean, Sick!Sam *FOUND in comments*

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Hi Everyone

Not sure if I read this here on LJ or on fanfiction.net or somewhere else entirely, but I'm hoping someone recognises it (hopefully all the details are from the one fic!)

I remember Dean wakes up in a motel room, he's deaged -but doesn't know it- and he thinks big Sam has kidnapped him. I think he "escapes" and calls Bobby from a house he's broken into. Sam shows up & takes him back to the motel. Sam's really sick with a fever caused by some supernatural creature (I think it might have injured him) and Dean ends up taking care of him until Bobby gets there.

I seem to think it was still a wip when I read it, probably last year sometime.

Ring any bells with anyone?

(Mods, I'm obviously having tech issues for some reason as I definitely tagged the original submission correctly when I posted! So if this resubmission isn't tagged I'm really sorry, but could you help out? Thanks)

Bickering Destiel and Lil' Dean

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1. I love established relationship fics, specifically fics where Dean and Cas find themselves doing really mundane/normal things. This time around I really want some fics about them fighting, bickering, or annoying each other. It'd be cool to see them in a hunting situation but I also love AUs. It'd be even better if Sam or any of the other side characters are just completely done with their shit. (No Sabriel or Wincest please)

2. I would love a fic about little Dean getting to act like a normal kid or teenager. I would prefer him as a little kid but I'm fine with him being older. I would really like seeing him either getting excited over something like a toy/movie/play date, him getting scared and wanting his daddy, or (most preferred) him throwing a tantrum. I'm also totally cool with deaged!Dean.

Benny Takes Sam Against His Will (Non-Con)

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Hey guys,

Just as the subject line reads. I'm seeking fics where Benny takes Sam against his will. A little something like this fic...

( Help )

Thanks in advance!

looking for jensen coerced into porn fics..

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Anything with the general theme of Jensen being coerced/forced into porn and a couple of specific ones:

1. Jensen takes a job not knowing it's for hardcore porn (he was taken there by his agent who owes the company money or something). Some of the porn is J2, some J3. (I may be mixing this next part up with another fic..) In between filming days, Jensen is kept under lock and key by Jared who plays hardcore sex games with him whether he wants to or not. (This one found in comments!)

2. All I remember of this one is one scene where they bring Jensen into a warehouse with a manky filming scene set up in the middle of it and he really doesn't want to do it. Maybe it involved dogs? Or multiple men? I don't remember what Jared's involvement was in this one, whether he was part of it or made it easier for Jensen or took him away or what.

He may or may not have been underage in either one, I don't recall, but I added the tag just in case.

Sam remembers being with Dean when he was soulless

[perendur.livejournal.com]

Hi, I hope I'm doing this right.

I've read a few stories where Soulless Sam takes advantage of Dean in some way, but I was wondering if there were any wincest stories that touch on the aftermath once Sam gets his soul back.

I would rather they didn't have a sexual relationship beforehand, even better if they hadn't been pining for each other, and even better than better if Dean didn't know Sam was soulless at the time and was seduced by him, rather than forced, but it's not a must.

I also would love it if Sam to realize he has crossed a line and can't see his brother the same way, and still wants to be with Dean, but he's a lot more loving and tender and the differences between the sex are noted.

Long fics are preferred, self-recs are welcome.

I've tried looking for something like this, and came up empty handed. I hope you can help me!

Also, please only bottom!Dean

Specific J2 bdsm

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I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago that I can't find. It was submissive!Jared/dominant!Jensen. The way things worked in the world of the story was that submissives offer themselves to the dominant they want to claim/take them by kneeling in front of them, and if the dominant wanted them they would rub the submissive's face against their froth, and then decide later if they wanted to keep them or if it was just a one time thing. Basically, Jared has wanted Jensen for years, and eventually can't hold himself back any more and offers himself to Jensen, who claims him. I also think there was an older, more experienced submissive that also wanted Jensen, but I can't remember their name.

If anybody could help me find this, I would be super duper grateful!!

Thanks

Olive C: