J2 or wincest oral fixation fics

[backroadlightup.livejournal.com]

Hey I'm looking for any j2 or wincest fics where one of the boys has a serious oral fixation. Something like needing a pacifier or a finger to suck on all the time. Maybe mentioning a bottle or something. It could be as kinky as infantilism and it could be something that they do just to relax. Long stories, short stories, kinky stories or sweet stories I will take any of it if it emphasizes an oral fixation. Thank you!

Gabriel IS/WAS Jessica

[saj-te-gyuhyall.livejournal.com]

Hi all! Does anyone know if there are any fics out there where Jessica Moore was Gabriel? I don't mean substituted, but actually WAS our favorite Trickster Angel in female form hanging out at Stanford where he/she then meets Sam Winchester.

Pretty please tell me that SOMEONE has done this.*begs*

So Close To My Heart

[franztastisch]

Does anyone have a .pdf, word doc or alternate link for So Close To My Heart by audrarose? They've completely locked their journal and I need that fic like burning. Pretty please?

FOUND in comments, both a dreamwidth link and a pdf.

Specific Dean/Sam fic

[vinylreckoning.livejournal.com]

I am looking for a specific fic that I read a good couple of years ago on FanFiction.net. The fic in question has to deal with Sam running away and faking his death when he was teenager. I think John found out about Sam's *unbrotherly* feelings and either beats him or does something else. I think Sam sets the motel room they had been staying at on fire.

Years later Dean stops by a diner and meets a guy named Sam who is wearing the amulet (I think Sam never had a chance to give it to Dean) I think they go out on a date and Sam knows its dean anyway. I think he proceeds to tell him that he is Sam and what happened to him that made him run away. But Dean doesn't believe him at first but I think he reveals he has always loved Sam. Also there is some weird prophecy about the boys and each has 2 other identities (kinda like did/mpd) they can all on for help. Also
John knows about the prophecy and wants Dean all to himself.

Other notable story notes:
- Sam is still scared of John.
- Sam inherited a house from the diner owner
- John tries to kill Sam
- there is a sequel that was never completed and Dean has the ability to become pregnant

Hope someone can help me!

Any non-slash Castiel-centered stories

[karie22.livejournal.com]

First time posting here, so mods please let me know if I got any of the rules wrong!

I'm looking for any Castiel-centered stories, particularly any hurt/comfort ones. I don't care if he's by himself, or if the boys have to take care of him, or if another angel does.

My one stipulation: No slash, and that includes Wincest. That's just not my cup of tea, at least not in this particular fandom. I'm looking for anything involving friendship or just Cas kind of in his own head.

Thanks in advance!

Adding: I noticed an "abused-Cas:Sexual" tag, so I'm going to go ahead and add that. That kind of undermines the "no slash" request, so I'll amend it with this: No slash for Dean, Sam, or Cas. As in, the sexual abuse isn't done by one of the boys, and it's not consensual at all on Castiel's part, and none of them is into m/m. I'm into canon sexuality for those three (as in straight, straight, and whatever the weird virgin angel who's scare of sex word for Cas is).

And if there are any Cas stories in there that feature him losing his virginity to some random (preferably not Meg) girl, throw those in, too. The more awkward, the better.

Oh, btw, I'm OK with Meg being the one to sexually abuse Cas, I just don't want any consensual sex with them.

Sorry, I know that's kind of specific and limiting. Thanks again!

Cheer-up Fics

[saar-fantasy.livejournal.com]

Hi guys,

I'm kind of going through a rough time right now, so I'm just asking around in my fandoms for good cheer-up fics.
There can be some angst of course, but with happy endings :)

Pairing: preferably Sam/Dean or J2

TIA!