Looking For A Specific Fic And Some Recs

[lazalot-anreads.livejournal.com]

I'm going crazy! I keep thinking of a line from a fic I didn't save like a dumbass, but that one line is all I can remember so I'm hoping I'll get lucky: "So fuckin' hot, want you on my cock." It was first time Wincest and Dean was the one who said that line, and the story was set pre-series. That's all I remember, unfortunately.

Also, I'm in the mood for:

1) First Time stories in which the sex is tender and loving and hot.
2) First Time sex in which the sex is kind of violent because they've wanted each other for so long.
3) Bobby and/or Castiel play matchmakers for the brothers.
4) Stories so funny you practically bust a rib laughing.
5) Both brothers have powers and/or become some sort of creature, but they adapt and keep hunting.
6) First Time stories set in Season 7 or 8.

Please toss some recs my way, Dean/Sam only please (I just can't say either of them with anyone but each other)! This fandom is so huge, which is why I'm asking for help. Thank you guys muchly!

Wincest fic where Sam takes over Hell to protect Dean

[misstitania.livejournal.com]

I know I'm going to feel dumb when someone tell me where to find this fic because I've read it a dozen times.

Dean goes to hell after his deal. Sam takes over shortly after and saves Dean. He helps Dean heal while turning him into a demon. Over time their relationship because sexual. Sam before he left let Bobby know what he was doing. At some point Castiel shows up.

Thank you so much! I had the sudden urge to read it yet again but I'm blanking on both author and title.

pregnant!dean wincest

[bjackson0911.livejournal.com]

Hey there!

I know that this probably should be something I have saved to my computer but I'm a continuos failure at doing that so....

This story, if my memory is correct, has a pregnant Dean being found on the side of the road by Jensen?  Maybe Jared?

I remember that he was pregnant and Jensen and Jared couldn't get pregnant but were trying.

Jensen was a doctor and I'm pretty sure Jared was a nurse?  I know that Dean had run away from Sam and his dad without telling them he was pregnant.

Ring any bells?

UPDATE: FOUND IN COMMENTS!

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Also, looking for the best recs for overly tired Jensen or exhausted Jensen with Jared not realizing how much sleep Jensen wasn't getting.  This could be due to overwork, insomnia or just not having time to sleep / eat / take care of himself and Jared having to jump in and force him to do it.

Touch starved fics

[kalimyre.livejournal.com]

Hi! Looking for fics where one of the big three (Dean, Sam, Cas) are somehow starved for physical contact or affection. Slash and gen are both welcome, no het please. I will also take Misha, Jared, or Jensen if you've got them.

Some great examples of what I'm looking for: Under Sufferance by Veronamay (Sam/Dean, Sam is touch starved after his stint in Hell)

Also, This is My Dance Space, and This is Your Dance Space by Onlybritainisgreat (Dean/Cas, Cas needs a hug)

Cas is my favorite so I'd especially like it if he was the one needing the contact, but any of the three would be great. Wide open on this one, the touch starved thing can be caused by witch-whammy, imprisonment, brainwashing, or just isolation, whatevs. I love it all. Thanks in advance for your help!

J2 college AU

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I have absolutely no information, other that it was called 'Mildred'.

I had it bookmarked, from I don't know how long ago, but when I went to read it, it was gone. Has it moved? Or has it just been deleted? Can anybody share?

Spesific J2 College fic found

[bflyw.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a college fic where the J's are roommates.

I don't think any of them were out to their families, and it might have been Jared's first time?

They end up using only Jensen's bed, and Jared keep storing all his crap in his own bed, and doesn't bother to move it when his father stops by at some time.

I also remember that Jared calls Jensen when he (Jensen) is home with his family, and Jensen's brother answer the phone.

I think it might have been a big-bang story

eta: found in comments.

LF Specific J2 AU

[mass-hipgnosis.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a J2 fic I read a couple of years ago where Jensen is a physical therapist in a world where Seraphim/Angels are real, and he ends up helping an angel kid in the ER and it brings him to the attention of a special academy that trains humans in angel care, mostly medical and anatomical stuff like help preening their wings, but ( SPOILER )

Any help greatly appreciated!

Specific: Dean possessed? takes on super old angels?

[iddatebusi.livejournal.com]

Takes place after season 3 finale so Dean is in hell, I'm pretty sure he is already broken the first seal. So on his day off (or maybe he escaped?) he finds these creatures (I'm super sure they were the first angels made) make a deal with him that they'll get him out of hell if he takes them into him. All is fine and dandy but everywhere Dean goes he pretty much levels the location because Earth can't handle their power.

One scene: Either Sam or Castiel are at Bobby's and he knows dean is coming because things start evaporating? and Dean talks to S or C then leaves.

Someone please know it because I've looked for MONTHS and I loved it.

Found in the comments! 

Deleted Jared/Jensen fic.

[confuzed.livejournal.com]

I was just thinking about J2addict's All Fall Down and noticed the journal had been deleted. I checked the time machine and came up with nothing. I was hoping someone out there knows if it is posted somewhere? A new journal perhaps? Of course, if it has been deleted and author does not want it shared , I will respect that and not pursue finding it. Thanks for any help provided!