FOUND: Self-defence class, Jensen has a panic attack/flashback fic

[huntingtheday.livejournal.com]

I read this fic soooo long ago and I don't know if it's even still floating around out there somewhere, but I've been looking for quite a while now. I remember that Jensen was attending a self-defence class of some description and Jared is the instructor/teacher. Jared decides to use Jensen in a demonstration of some defence technique and Jensen freaks out, possibly because he was in an abusive relationship or something along those lines?

Help is greatly appreciated!

Found: link in comments

Specific Sam/Dean + John Case Fic, Dean Not Dealing, and hooker!jensen or Dean

[nearlynina.livejournal.com]

1. I keep thinking about this fic I read a long time ago and I don't remember a lot, but hopefully someone will be able to remember it.
In it Sam, Dean, and John were on a hunt (not sure if it was au or set during season 1... Or maybe it could have been late pre-series?).
John was being his typical need to know self about certain facts of the case including that the victims were always couples one of whom would kill their spouse/etc. Not aware that his sons are doin' the nasty, he thinks that they'll all be safe, but Sam ends up turning on Dean and trying to kill him.

2. I'd like something that goes into the fact that Dean hasn't had the ability to process, deal with, heal from the assorted traumas he keeps experiencing and so each one compounds the others until he can't function anymore. Particularly other people noticing this, whether it's Sam, Cas, Bobby etc, and having to come to the realization that things aren't hunky dory and have to change would be great.

3. Any new hooker!jensen or hooker!dean fics that have come out in the last year

*** I haven't seen any episodes since they killed Bobby, so preferably nothing that goes beyond that doesn't require a lot of knowledge of what's been happening if it does 

a couple of sam/dean fics I'd like to read :)

[lovesanironball.livejournal.com]

I have 6 hours in the Chemo chair on Monday and I need some good reading!

I have a few general searches and I was wondering if ya'll could help me out <3

1. Any fic that's accidental wincest. They can be drunk or lose their memory or whatever.
2. Any genderswitch fics where one of them gets pregnant :)
3. Any fics where Lisa finds out.
4. Any stanford era fics where Jess wasn't there and Sam was pining for Dean and Dean turns up at stanford.
5. Any fics where Dean doesn't feel the same at first but slowly comes around. 
6. And the last one: Any fics that have Dean being in-denial about his and Sam's relationship. E.g.: As soon as they've had sex, Dean does the whole "I'm not gay" thing or tells Sam to get away from him. Anything like that.

I'm excited to read some awesome fics!

Wincest and Jealousy

[mirokuslady.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for three types of Wincest stories:

1. Are there any fics where the issue is the gay sex and not the incest that causes hesitation and problems?

2. I've read many, many stories where Sam is jealous of any girl Dean is with. Are there any stories where the opposite is true, and Dean is jealous regarding Sam?

3. Are there any fics where Dean goes with Sam to Stanford? I've already read the Heart's Desire series, which is EXCELLENT!

Thanks so much!

General request: HOT Wincest

[srobynet.livejournal.com]

Hi everyone. I'm new to Supernatural fan-fiction and was wondering if you all could rec some super HOT, melt your insides, and leave you in a puddle in front of the computer screen Wincest. PwP is fine, but longer fics or a verse is preferred. I don't really care who tops, I am an equal opportunity Wincest-er. Pre-series or fist time would be awesome and I am a sucker for hurt/comfort.Thanks.

General fic search, dean/john, dean/sam, jensen/jeff, jared/jensen, non-con, dub-con

[peaches854.livejournal.com]

Hey!

This time around, I'd love it if you could rec me your favourite dean/john, dean/sam, jensen/jeff or j2 non-con or dub-con fics.

Thanks a ton!

J2 zombie fic

[miss-sinacroft.livejournal.com]

I was hoping you could recommend any good j2 zombie fic, I've already been through the j2_rec list and i've also read "Whatchdog", so i'd love anything else you could recommend

Any rating, any lenght (one-shot, long-fic). It doesn't matter, but J2 only.

Pretty please and thank you very much!

J2 as Otters

[passing-through.livejournal.com]

Can anyone point me in the direction of the fic where J2 are otters?

Thanks!

FOUND: link in comments

Michael/Lucifer femslash, Michael/Lucifer/Gabriel interactions

[beckyocalahan.livejournal.com]

Hi guys,

I've been looking through AO3 and some kink memes for any Michael/Lucifer femslash but so far I've only found one match. I'm looking for any fics where Michael and Lucifer are in female bodies for a change. I'd prefer it if it contained some Michael/Lucifer, but I'm fine if it's entirely gen too.

I'm also looking for some fics where Michael and Gabriel (and Lucifer if he's involved) have a large amount of interaction, and where Michael isn't completely dickish. I really enjoy AlchemyAlice's On the Wings of War (http://archiveofourown.org/works/245211/chapters/378117\) and Enchantable's Amaranth (but I think that one is abandoned) (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5785088/1/Amaranth). I prefer gen but slash is fine too. Any help is really appreciated! Thanks!

This is my first post, and I'm not very familiar with livejournal, so please let me know if I've done something wrong.