looking for specifc fics based on Hollywood Babylon

[proffesorx.livejournal.com]

looking for sam/dean stories based on 2.18 Hollywood Babylon.  I would love to see Sam's jealous reaction of finding out Dean slept with the star of that movie.  Or maybe Sam feeling out of place while Dean just fits right in?  Any suggestions/ideas/self recs all are welcome.  Thanx in advance!

Unrelated boys, Dean leaves, Sam still hunts.

[memphisgreen.livejournal.com]

I am not entirely sure if I've read this or it's just something that I've meshed together with fics I've read.

The story is a lot like EPICLOVE Verse by longsufferingly. But it takes that and spins it 180. Sam stays and hunts and comes to tell Dean (who doesn't hunt anymore) that his dad is in trouble, Dean has massive resentment for John. He and Sam have a lot of UST. They are unrelated and like in the EPICLOVE verse they were ex lovers.

Does this exist or is this just something I'm scrambling together?

General Req: BAMF!Cas or Other!Cas

[feyathene.livejournal.com]

Hey all,

So the last time I posted I was looking for god!Cas fics and then pretty randomly I came across misachan's Who If I Cried Out Would Hear Me and it was awesome...both in the colloquial and literal sense of the term.

So! Because apparently I'm still on my Cas kick, I was wondering if anyone could rec me some fics which feature an obviously not-human Castiel (or any other angel really). Some things which would be great to find (some of which are in the aforelinked fic, which I highly recommend):

• Old Testament style smitey-ness
• Any of our other characters (Dean, Sam, or Bobby) freaking out/surprised by Cas being so other
• Angels interacting with one another in a weird/inhuman way
• Background snippets of life before the Winchesters, eg, why Balthazar calls Cas Cassie
• Angels being...angelically violent? You know, doin' stuff all impossible-like, lol, which I guess doesn't have to be violently, but at the time I was thinking of fighting. but really I guess it could be anything
• Cas trying to explain something or having something explained to him that just doesn't work because the fundamental worldviews of the characters are just that different
• On that last note: You remember how...somewhere in season 5...with the Whore of Babylon! Anyway, there's the whole "you breed with the mouth of a goat" thing and Cas is laughing and nobody gets it and then he says it's funnier in Enochian? Any chance there's any fic which covers that kind of translation issue? If there is, I imagine it'd be cracky...very cracky.
• Any fic where Cas isn't/wasn't "just a foot soldier" or, you know, one of the lowest ranks of angels, because it's freakin' canon that Castiel was Uriel's superior until he got demoted! And really, why would half the Host (or at least enough to cause real concern) follow Cas if he didn't at least have some consequence? It seems a pretty common fandom trope to cast Castiel as an angel of no note, but I find that hard to swallow. At the very least he was a very good soldier as he a) survived a siege in hell (where apparently it wasn't uncommon for angels to die as isn't that what supposedly happened to Balthazar and the main surprise came from that fact that he was, you know, not dead?) b) survived fighting to protect the seals when we know angels were dying in the conflict. It's explicitly stated. and c) pulled Dean out of hell and then proceeded to put him back together again...which I guess another angel could've done, but, well, they didn't.

...and now I feel like that last part got rather rant-y, sorry, lol.

ETA FOUND (In the comments) Thanks beccakarr! :
Oh! and one more small request:
Ok, this one's for a specific story I read a while ago and now can't recall the title or where it can be found. All I've got is this: Michael was the first angel and spontaneously created himself because he didn't want God to be alone. Cas was a Seraph. They were looking for the Throne of God. Any ideas?

Thanks in advance!

Punished!Sam/Comforting!Dean

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Hey, so you all  probably know by now how much I LOOOOVE hurt!Sammeh! And once again, I have an intense craving for it. ;D So I would love to have recs of all of your favorite punished!Sam fics! Preferably Weechesters, Sam gets punished for something, whether it be his fault or not, whether it be by Dean, John, OMC, doesn't matter, I'll take anything. Slave fics work, AUs, schmoopy, dark, short, long, self recs, Wincest, any kind of fic at all with it. It can be older Sam too, Dean losing his temper with him, anything along the lines of that. If it has guilty!Dean in it for whatever reason, I would LOVE you! Thanks so much in advance! ;D

Crystal Souls?

[resqdog51.livejournal.com]

I am trying to find a fic that I wrote and it is not in my journal, nor is it in my files... but I'm positive I posted it SOMEWHERE. I'm hoping y'all can help me.

The fic is about Castiel retrieving Dean's soul from Hell. Key points to the fic are that the soul looks like a crystaline formation, its all black and when Castiel heals it from the outside in, it keeps cutting itself off... but when he goes from the inside out, it heals. It seems to like him, and when Uriel says nasty things to/about it, it spits gunk at him.

Does anyone remember this fic? Can you point me at it? I'd be so very grateful!!

Teen!Chester Hunting-related mental illness

[theothergal.livejournal.com]

There are a lot of good mental illness fics in the tags, but I'd really like something quite specific.

I figure the hunting lifestyle - constant moving, sleep-disrupting hours, frequent fear for oneself and one's family - would be tough on the developing psyche of two kids. I'm looking for fics where one or both boys - preferably Sam - suffers some form of mental illness as a direct result of the hunting lifestyle. PTSD, insomnia, OCD, mild sociopath-like behaviour - something like that - and it is made very apparent that something in the lifestyle is the cause and thus needs to be changed - or whatever. 

The Year of Living Quietly is a good example where Sam stops talking and begins to not notice anyone outside his family.

Does anything leap to mind?

Young Dean with Older Jensen

[allydenise.livejournal.com]

Hi guys!

I was talking to a friend of mine today about a fic I read with young Dean and older Jensen.  She really wants to read it but I can't find the fic anywhere!
In this fic, Dean is 15/16 and Jensen is his landlord and about 30.  Points that make the fic memerable:  Jensen buys a new fridge for Dean when the old fridge breaks down. And Jensen works from home as an author of erotica.

If I don't find this fic for my mate I fear I will be prodded in the arm with her annoyance, and I really don't wanna be prodded in my arm!

Thanks everyone!  :o)

Castiel threatens to throw Dean back in hell

[cloudstriferk.livejournal.com]

Hey guys...

I read a fic where Castiel regrets that he threatened to throw Dean back in hell (in episode 4.02) after he finds Dean injured during a hunt. That fic is pretty short. I remember that Dean ans Sam were separated and Castiel found Dean and then Dean asked Castiel if he is going back to hell and Castiel regrets his threat. That is all. Not much to go by. I hope someone knows what i am babbling about.

Also if anyone knows any fic that is something like this where Castiel regrets his threat, please rec them!

Thanks!

J2, bitter!boys

[samantha890.livejournal.com]

Hi. :) 

I'm looking for some bitter!boys. One can be bitter or they can both be bitter. Just something in which they have something to be angry about or bitter about and they take it out on everyone that comes in their way. 

Just warn for sad endings, please. Also warn for the bitterness involving their parents not accepting their sexuality. Just not in the mood for that kind of angst right now. Anything else goes. Thank you. :) 

High School Casefic

[spicystewed.livejournal.com]

Coming out of lurkerdom to request some highschool casefic. I have looked through the casefic and highschool tags, and found some keepers. Good examples are the adorable fics
$97 short
http://hoodie-time.livejournal.com/422657.html
and Boy Falling Out of the Sky
http://wordsothewitch.livejournal.com/561.html?style=mine

I would STRONGLY prefer Sam/Dean but gens' okay. Don't care what kind of baddy but I love a good casefic! Both boys can be in Highschool/ Jr. High or just Sam like the above stories. Thanks for any leads!

CROSSOVER BETWEEN A RPF AND AN AU

[dark-subaru.livejournal.com]

Mmm, the story I want to find - and its sequel by the way - is like a crossover between a RPF and an AU. Dean and Jensen are twins - Dean is a lot like the character in the show, while Jensen is the serious and quiet boy - and Sam is their younger brother. One beautiful day, first Dean and than Jensen fall in love with the Collins' twins: Misha and Castiel.
Castiel is the cute and shy one who was going to become a priest before meeting Dean, while Misha is the crazy man who tried anything and everything in his life.
I believe Sam has a threesome with Sarah and Gabriel.
Can somebody help me to find these stories???

YES, YES, YES!!! This is the story: "Lawrence: Is Where The Heart Is" http://archiveofourown.org/works/137775 (Misha/Jensen) and its sequel - well, more like a prequel ^_^ - "Lawrence: With Love In My Heart"  http://archiveofourown.org/works/137787 (Dean/Castiel in love-love *_*)

I need suggestion

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I need fics where something happenned between Dean/Jensen and Sam/Jared, where they break up mostly about something Sam/Jared did like cheating, lying, hidding stuff. Dean/Jensen take it very hard and run away from Sam/Jared and made a new life but Sam/Jared wants Dean/Jensen back and had to work very hard to get the trust back. Cookies if Sam/Jared gets either jealous or possesive :)

Others fics that i would love would be fics where Dean/Jensen are promised to someone else in a marriage or alliance or as mate. But Sam/Jared don't see it that way and decide to made him his.

thanks for anyone who can help me :)