Lost Sam/Dean fic...

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I read a Sam/Dean fic a while back and i can't find it again now that i want to reread it. I think it is a fairly recent story, say within the last six months(?), but i could be wrong.

Basically it's pre-Stanford, Sam is in his mid-to-late teens, maybe a little younger. Somewhere along the lines Sam started sucking on Dean's amulet for comfort, especially at night (they were sleeping in the same bed, i think Sam didn't like being away from Dean or was scared). It progressed as they got older to Dean's thumb(?) and then to a sexual relationship and love, but i may be mixing more than one story together. I remember it was a fairly long story, probably over 20.000 words, it was a first-time!fic and it was fairly explicit, so at least an R rating if not NC-17.

That's pretty much all i remember. If anyone one knows what story it is, i would be very much appreciative!

2 Dean/Cas fics

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The first fic that I'm looking for involved Cas going back in time to sleep with John because Dean told him that blue balls kills people (or makes them miserable I'm not sure) and Cas wanted to make the Winchester's childhood easier and thought that this was the best way to do so. I remember that John refuses as first, thinking Cas is insane, but eventually gives in so Cas will leave him alone and afterwards, goes back and Cas kisses Dean who thinks that Cas tastes weird and freaks out when he realizes where Cas was.

The second fic was from Cas's point of view. It was an AU where Cas and Rachel are angels who run away and live on earth pretending to be humans for a little while, working in John's garage. They eventually get found by another angel in the middle of a work day and have to go back. I think it was posted on AO3, I'm not sure though.

Thank you in advance!

J2: Abusive parent.

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I’m looking for J2 fics similar to the movie, ‘Beautiful Thing’.

Jared and Jensen are neighbours and become friends because of an abusive parent.  Abused in physical not sexual.

Long fics. Slash. R-NC-17 preferred.

Thank You ~

Foursome: D/S/C/G: Focus on Gabriel/Dean-Found

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Hey all.  I've exhausted my usual search options looking for this story, so I thought I would turn to you and your awesomeness to see if anyone can help me out here.

I'm looking for a specific chapter of a story.  Overview of the story in general is a D/C/S/G story where somehow the four of them end up accidentally bonded together.  First part of the story primarily revolves around S/G, then S/G/C, since Sam (surprise surprise) adjusts and accepts the idea of being bonded to three other people a lot quicker than Dean does.  Dean quickly finds himself the odd man out, and holds himself separate from the others, feeling that he is not worthwhile and shouldn't be involved, despite the other three wanting him to join them.  The specific chapter I'm craving is when Gabriel has had enough.  Dean goes out and gets drunk, worries the others, and comes back to a Gabriel who decides to sort him out.  Basically, Gabriel pounces, drags him off, and begins to explain just why Dean is acting the way he is.  Gabriel figures out that Dean is the opposite of Sam.  Where Sam is a bit too selfish, Dean is too giving, and Gabriel likes balance and he isn't seeing it in Dean, who always needs to be giving/sacrificing/carrying the responsibility.  He declares that since Dean is now his, Dean can set the weight down and let Gabriel take care of him.  Gabriel initiates fun times, and brings Sam and Cas in during it, to complete the circle between the three of them, though Sam is a bit reluctant at first.  While it isn't a perfect flock, the bonds do temper the boys and Gabriel sees that in the future things could be pretty close to perfect.  

I seem to remember this story, and possibly other writings by this author, as revolving around flock building, and how Gabriel craves this flock to replace the one he lost when Lucifer rebelled.  I'm pretty sure that the chapter I'm looking for is #5 of 6, though I may be wrong there.  

If anyone knows the story I'm talking about, I'd be very grateful.  Thanks for the help in advance.

Mods: I tagged this with Dean/Gabriel, since that is the main focus of the chapter I am interested in, and since there isn't a Dean/Sam/Gabriel/Castiel tag, I went with the threesome option.  Any chance of getting a foursome tag of some kind?  Hope this is alright.

Edit:  This story has been found and the link to it and the specific chapter I was searching for can be found below.  Thanks again to everyone who commented and thanks especially to the wonderful Uknowrous.   And Mods, thanks for the new tags.  

Evil/Bully Angels and People

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1. I am looking for fics where Castiel has been or is being hurt or bullied by the other angels. Any type of torture (psychological, physical or sexual). I would especially love it if someone(Dean, Sam, etc) finds out and comforts Cas or beats the hell out of his abuser.

This is similar to what I am looking for. http://archiveofourown.org/works/257236

2. Looking for the above request but with Castiel in a human AU (abuser can be anyone).

3. Stories where we find out Anna actually fell for something really bad (evil!Anna) and that is why Cas doesn't like her (bonus for also lining up with #1).

Destiel with asexual Cas?

[shi-mo.livejournal.com]

Do you folks know any fics where Dean and Cas are toghether, but sex is not on the table because Cas is not really interested/likes Dean for his soul, not body/etc? If he allows Dean to do *things* despite being pretty much indifferent to the whole deal -- that would be great too ;)) On the side note - any fics where Cas at least once changes his vessel?

Posting for stranger on tumblr. - J2 Specific Search

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I saw this question on Tumblr, and I thought I would post it here and help a stranger/friend out. 

Plus it sounds like an interesting read. 

"I remember reading this looong non-AU (at least I’m pretty sure it was) J2 fic, and I really wanna find it again. But the problem is.. I can’t remember the author, I can’t remember the title, I just remember this random little detail:

Jared and Jensen go into a bookshop and Jensen looks at a storybook his mother used to read to him, a first edition or some sort of special version anyway. He doesn’t buy it. They go outside, and Jared says he forgot to buy something, and then goes back in.

Shit happens, and so Jared doesn’t give the book to Jensen until a year or so after. Jensen opens the present on a plane and reads the words Jared wrote on the first page and the whole thing made me cry and it was lovely and I need it back into my life."

Since I'm not familiar with the fic, I couldn't tag much more than pairing. 

Specific fic - their lives in reverse

[majorshipper]

It was a short fic; couldn't have been more than a couple thousand words, but it was awesome. Basically it was Sam thinking of what it would be like to rewind their lives. It went something like "Sam would gain his soul and then loose it again, only to get it back. He would release Lucifer and then put him back again", basically leading up to Dean putting Sam back in the crib and their life being normal and perfect again. I'm pretty sure it was gen, too, though I can't be sure, or when it was set? I know for sure it mentions the first half of S6, but I can't remember if it goes into S6 too.

I know it was recced somewhere; probably crack_impala, but I simply can't find it and it's driving me nuts. Halp?

FOUND! http://yourpalkara.livejournal.com/12484.html

Jensen as a Prince

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Can someone please help me find this story? It has been driving me crazy trying to find it.

Jensen was a Prince and he father put him out in the middle of nowhere with a bunch of women. I think Jared was a reporter or something and he found Jensen. The women got him ready for Jensen to sleep with him? That's all I can remember. Help?


:Found:

S/G general search

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Just read Highway of Love by Jassy on AO3 and Omg I'm in love. I can't believe I hadn't read this pairing before now. So now I have to ask ... please rec some Sam/Gabriel love. I don't care who bottoms. I love pursuit fics. Dubcon is fine. Humor. First time is a must. Thank you for all yalls help.

Sam, Dean, OFC Stories

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Hello all! 
I've been lurking for a while now, but this will be my first post, so hopefully I've done it right!
I'm looking for story recommendations:

1) Sam and Dean find a woman and have to protect her.
-- She should be scared to death of something/someone. 
-- Bonus points if she's scared of Sam/Dean at first and they have to earn her trust.
-- Even more bonus points if she's trying to escape from them! (Even the Winchesters having to kidnap her would be awesome!) 
-- I'm not really looking for a romance or a sis-fic. But I'm willing to try whatever is suggested!

2) Sam and Dean find an abused/tortured girl and rescue her.
-- Again, not really looking for romance or a sis-fic, but whatever you've got! 

Thanks everyone!