asmallcrime.livejournal.comHello everyone! Well, I hope somebody else remembers this story, because finding it is driving me bonkers. And it's made even more frustrating by the fact that I only remember small bits and pieces of it. Anyway, here is what I think I remember:
1) Dean is taken in a dream or a dream-like sequence (by Cas) to a special part of heaven where Dean can see Castiel's true form. Cas' real form has 3 heads (one of which looks like an innocent child, I believe) and multiple wings. Dean and Cas experience something that could be considered spiritual or angelic sex, and Dean definietely has a very "physical" response.
2) I believe Dean's handprint may play an important role, but I'm not positive.
3) There may be references to some kind of "soul bond" between Dean and Cas.
4) The main story itself reads more like Dean/Cas pre-slash or UST, but does have a short sequel (coda) that is NC-17 where they finally consummate their relationship. This sex scene takes place at Bobby's (maybe?) during which Cas also unleashes his true form, but since they're on Earth (and not the special place in Heaven) Cas has to cover Dean's eyes before they reach the (ahem!) climax of the scene.
5) Once Dean sees Castiel's true form he kind of becomes a bit obsessed with it, and it's Cas' real self he falls in love with, not his vessel.
6) I think that Sam and Bobby (at least) play some peripheral role in the story. There may also be other angels and characters that appear but I'm not entirely sure.
So, yeah, I think that's it for what I can recall. I would really appreciate any and all help finding this fic, as it was one of my favorites. <3
Edit: Found! In comments!