Boner curses and F-O-D

[http://users.livejournal.com/meredith_/]

Looking for a specific fic that's a little old, but I remember liking it so much that I've read it like 10 times (that's a lot for me). It's where Dean gets cursed by a witch and is stuck with an, um, erection that can't be relieved, with just one exception, and I'm sure many can guess who that exception may be. Okay, it's Sam. I lost my bookmarks recently and I just really want to get this one back.

Similarly, I'm hugely into fuck-or-die scenarios, and would like to be hit with some good old-fashioned fics of that nature. Lots of angst, lots of sex, lots of old school would be highly appreciated.

Sam/Dean/John

[obuletfury302.livejournal.com]

I read this story a while go, and I do mean a while ago!

( Details )

Ahem, thanks ahead of time!

match fic to soundtrack?

[need-2-read.livejournal.com]

I downloaded a soundtrack that went with a fic - but now I can't tell what story it goes to. Can anyone help?

Here are the tracks:
Fragile
The Unavoidable Thing Between Us
Gorecki
Kyrie
Unholy, Dirty and Beautiful
Frail
Echo
Bother
Gone
Day Old Hate
Rain
Overcome
Hand Me Down
Heartbeats
Fix You
All I Know
Seasons to Cycles
Waiting on an Angel
To Be Alone With You
Sunrise
The Way
Save Us

Non-AU J2 fics, role-playing and oblivious!boys . . .

[scoopchick.livejournal.com]

Hi! This is my first time posting to the community, so I hope I get everything right. I never shut up in my own journal, but I'm always terrified of communities. Anyway, I have some pretty specific J2 cravings right now and figure this is the best place to find them.

1.) Any non-AU J2s where the boys like to role-play as Sam & Dean.
2.) Any non-AU J2s where one of the boys is hopelessly in love and the other is oblivious. I don't mind which boy is which, just one of them needs to be really, really over the moon and the other needs to really, really just not get it at first. I'd prefer there to be a happy ending where they do get together.

I'll take pretty much anything and I'm not squicked at all by Wincest (I'm not squicked by most things, really). I'm new to the fandom (not the show), so if you're thinking of a story, I probably haven't read it.

suicide

[illyrya.livejournal.com]

Merry Christmas everybody. I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago I don't remember everything but i do remember that Jensen had try to commit suicides and that Chris was staying with him (I think in an air mattress). Anyway at some point Jensen's drink is drugged or he takes something by accident and everybody thinks he tried again except for Jared. Also looking for any other fic like that.


Found It was actually both of them. Thanks 

Sam/ Old!Dean

[poppymoon3.livejournal.com]

A while ago I read a Sam/ Old!Dean fic; I thought I'd bookmarked it, but apparently not. ( Read more... )

EDIT: Found! Thank you.

Specific J2 Fic

[miss-music666.livejournal.com]

Hey Guys,

I'm looking for a link to the fic "Gravity Cannot Be Held Responsible" only summery I've seen is:
"Jensen has a hopeless crush, and he’s okay with that." At one point it was located here but that link isn't working.

I've never read the fic, but it's been recced to me so many times, that I need to, now.

TIA,
Hope

Recs! please.

[white-monarch.livejournal.com]

Ok, So I've checked all the tags for what I'm looking for and I would like more. I have three rec requests behind the cut.

( Mmm, Kinky )

All I ask is that there is No non-con. Preferably bottom!Sam if anyone is bottoming but I love bottom!Dean too so. Anyway. I would appreciate all the help!

Any abused!Jared/abused!Sam fics?

[wolfish-willow.livejournal.com]

I've never posted on this before, so I really hope I'm doing it right.

I was just wondering if anyone had recs out there with any abused!Sam or Jared because I'm evil that way and love to read those. Preferably something with a happy ending. I like ones where Dean is doing the abusing, but I also love a protective!Dean and Jensen. Anything you guys could recommend anything like this, it would be greatly appreciated.