Sam keeping secrets

[br0th3rlylove.livejournal.com]

So I just read The Queen of Light Took Her Bow by LadyVic (fun story, go read it) and am now craving stories where Sam is keeping secrets from Dean and John (though more specifically Dean). Stories where something happened and Sam hid it from Dean to protect him or something like that. I would love ones like the aforementioned story where Dean's memories are erased (temporarily though, I want him to get them back). No Evil!Sam erasing memories though! I luv my Sam too much for him to be evil. And poor Dean deserves to keep his wits about him ^.~

Anyways, thanks for any responses!

(I don't mind wincest, gen, pre-series, post-series... etc. In other words, I"ll take anything)

Specific request and Fic Search

[brokenangel6662.livejournal.com]

I don't know if this is the appropriate place for this, but I didn't know where else to turn.
I'm looking for a beta for a Supernatural fic.
Can anyone help?
And if this isn't allowed here, could you direct me to where I might post such a request?

Thank you.

Also, there is a certain kind of fic I'm looking for.

1) Does anyone know of any fics dealing with Dean choosing Sam over the world? Not necessarily Sam being evil, but Dean knowing that if it comes down to watching the world burn or saving his brother, well, he's gonna save Sam.

2) And finally, any good old-fashioned suicidal!Sam out there? I've read quite a few so the more recent the better I suppose.

Wincest is okay (bottom!Sam only), but I'd prefer gen.

Thanks Again!

Non-Wincest, Non-J2 Abuse fic

[midge11.livejournal.com]

Hey guys
I'm not looking for a specific fic but i am looking for a fic where Sam and/or Dean are abused or someone takes them out of an abusive environment.....John can be the abuser but i'd prefer a story where he's the one who takes them in and deals with there issues

My only thing is NO WINCEST and no real people (J2) please....I respect all wincest stories and all people who read them and enjy them it's just not my particular cup of tea (though it would be pretty) anyways thank you all for your help!

Sam is stuck with a ghost that makes him realize how lucky he is to have Dean.

[katie76842.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a fic where the boys are on a case and Sam falls of a cliff or somthing and is trapped there with a ghost who's waiting for his brother. But his brother turns out to be the reason he died, and this makes Sam realize how lucky he is to have Dean. I'm pretty sure I read it on ff.net, but ti could have been elsewhere. Anyone know what it is?

Thanks in advance. :)

Found, link in comments

Au Fic- Mistreated Sam

[kcraighten11.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a specific fic I read awhile go and never finished where John believes Sam is a demon because of his visions and brainwashed Dean into thinking the same thing. John & Dean keep Sam chained up & drug Sam to keep him weak. I remember that in chap 4 when John left Dean to hunt after drugging Sam and Dean was mad because John basically called him useless and punched the floor while exercising. Sam then asked "does it hurt?" and Dean replied that it "feels better than anything you've had in your fucked up life." Dean has misunderstood because Sam had meant, "does it hurt knowing he doesn't love you." 
It could be gen but I'm pretty sure it's wincest.

Found- http://corri-kun.livejournal.com/1841.html

Looking for hate!fics

[carmz-supremacy.livejournal.com]

I'm currently reading a fic where Jensen and Jared actually hate each other and all their being nice to each other is a pretense. I don't really care if its slash or not, just that they hate each other and at the END become friends. I've looked through past entries/tags and haven't found anything...

Thank you!

Looking for a specific Changed!Dean fic

[dimestore-hippy.livejournal.com]

Hello everybody.

So I read this story ages ago and haven't been able to find it since.

I think it takes place in season 1 and goes AU. The boys are on a hunt- I think it's a witch, but I can't remember- and Dean ends up turned into a little kid. I think his mind had moments of being the same adult!Dean mind. I remember John showed up and wanted to take Dean with him and raise him again, but Sam wouldn't let him. Sam eventually ended up adopting Dean as his own son.

Sound familiar? I read it of ff.net, and that's all I can remember! I really should start bookmarking these stories. ^-^

Thanks lovely people! :)

Found! Link in comments.

abusive relationships

[imogen-lily.livejournal.com]

Can anyone rec me any slash fic which has Jared in an abusive relationship? I know about "Hunter and his Prey", "Shouting Out Loud"  and "Shattered Pieces of My Broken World" but are any more out there? It can be a past or present abusive relationship, I'm not bothered. The abuse can be any kind.

I'm a J2 girl but I'll take other pairings too. I'd prefer it if JDM wasn't the abuser but I'm not overly fussed and ideally I'd like bottom!Jared wherever possible. Other people being protective toward Jared would be great too.

Also if anyone has any similar Wincest fics with Sam in an abusive relationship (it can be Dean or someone else) - I've read This Time, but any other recs would be great.

Obviously hurt/comfort would be great. I'll take self-pimps and I'm hard to squick.

cookies and chocolate covered J2 for all suggestions!

Bottom!Sam BigBang fics

[yoonmintjulep]

Now that BigBang 2009 is finished I'm looking for recs for fics that are Dean/Sam, where Sam either bottoms exclusively or they alternate between who tops. I don't especially care for fics where Dean's the only one who bottoms (I prefer to have them taking turns on top, but if not I'd rather have bottom!Sam).

I would just go through the master list myself, but I know some authors aren't always specific about who tops, and could put Sam/Dean, but Sam clearly bottoms for all or most of the fic. It gets kinda confusing in that respect. So I'm asking for recs from people who've read through 2009's wincest fics, or even 2008 and 2007. I'll take any Dean/Sam BigBang fic you wanna throw at me. :)

Busty Asian Beauties

[catnthecradle.livejournal.com]

As we all know, Dean loves his Busty Asian Beauties, so I was wondering if anyone has read a fic where Dean MEETS a beautiful, well-endowed, asian woman?  Whether she's a girl he meets at a bar, a potential vic he needs to protect, a witness to question or a waitress.

I'd love to read his reaction to coming face to face with his favorite fantasy girl. Is Dean tongue-tied, does he try to chat her up, and what about Sam, does he tease or is he jealous? Inquiring minds want to know.

So, is there anything like this out there? And if not, why not?

P.S. I forgot to mention, wincest is fine, and for this story I'll even take het.

Thank you for your help.

Bestiality/Werewolves

[lustmordred.livejournal.com]

Hi. This is going to sound like some really disgusting and perverted request... and it is. Heh.

( Forgot to cut this last time I tried to post it. Sorry about that. )

Please nothing with bunnies and kittens or anything like that. Thank you.

Voodoo

[hpcollegefan.livejournal.com]

Hi!

I'm looking for some Supernatural or RPS fics that involves Voodoo.

Preferably, one of the boys would be a practitioner, but I'll take anything.

Thanks!

Specific Fic

[brokenangel6662.livejournal.com]

Looking for a specific set of fics once found on fanfiction.net.

I remember it was a series of short ficlets where Dean rescued Sam after he had been captured and kept in the dark for a long time. I remember Sam being hurt and his eyes being hypersensitive to the light and I don't believe the series was finished.

Any help would be great.

Thank you!

S1 Wincest recs...

[emmybuns696.livejournal.com]

Hey everyone,

I just got one of my friends totally hooked on Supernatural, but she's only just finished Season 1 and is looking for non-spoilery Wincest fics. Anyone have any particular favorites? All of my favorites are Season 2 or later!

Thanks!

Hurt!Sam kind of multiple AU fic no wincest and any protective!Dean or John fics

[ptijade.livejournal.com]

Hi!
It's been a while since I read from this delicious fandom (don't look at me like that!) and now I'm going back to it.
I wanted to re-start with good weechester or teenchester fics and there is one in particular I wanted to re-read but of course, I can't find it:
I'm pretty sure it was on ffnet. All I remember is that it was a Sam centric fic and that in each chapter, it was like short stories where Sam gets hurt because John and/or Dean are not there? In one of them, Sam in at a neighbour's, some old man that kids like to tease. One of them set fire to the appartement accidently and Sam and the old man are inside... I don't remember the end or the other chapters, please, help?

Also, if you know any good, long fics where Sam gets hurt, or is sick and John and Dean become over-protective, weechester, teenchester or current age, please, feel free to share with me! Especially recent ones! I love it when Dean is an awesome brother!

Ptijade

EDIT: FOUND! See comments

Post-production J2 fic.

[sonny-lei.livejournal.com]

I'm on the hunt for a J2 fic that is set after Supernatural ends. Maybe they're rekindling what they once had or the distance is making them realised what they could have had, I'm open to either.

Anyone know of any that fit this fairly vague description?