Abusive John, non-weechester

[aftermid-night.livejournal.com]

I've been searcing around lately for abusive John fics, and can't seem to find what I'm looking for.

If anyone could rec me any fics that fit the following characteristics, I will be extremely and forever grateful!

- Dean is at least 17 years old
- Sam knows / finds out
- Dean is physically abused by John (sexually is included in there as well)
- Preferably, Sam and Dean are not in any sort of sexual relationship with one another

Whether it's pre-series or during the series doesn't matter.

Anything along this line will do! Thanks so much in advance for any recs!

Specific WeeSam story

[hsanders.livejournal.com]

Hi! I read a long time ago a story and forgot to bookmark it...

It was one of those fics in which Sam gets turned into a child, well, himself but as a child (lol) and Dean takes care of him. I know there's some fics out there like that but this one featured John and how surprised and at the same time pleased of seeing and taking care of WeeSam once again...And there was a demon too (The Demon?)

I know it's a little vague...^_^U

ETA: Found! It's The Kill by sissa610

ghost in love or sammy's friend fics

[cloex-brosluvr.livejournal.com]

Are there any fics where a ghost (boy-girl, it doesn't matter) has
fallen in love with one of the brothers (at anytime through out their
life)?

or

Where little Sammy kept it hidden that he was friends with a
ghost/spirit (like maybe of a little boy who would play with him since
Dean and dad were always busy and then JohnorDean found out - because
there are no such thing as imaginary friends in the Winchester
world - and got rid of the spirit and Sammy was soooo sad)?

Thanks.

Ghostrider crossovers

[phoenix9873.livejournal.com]

I just watched Ghostrider and My first thought was I can totally see Dean and Metallicar in this way. So has anyone written about it yet? Thanks...

looking for fic: Sam makes a deal with a demon (wincest)

[harpia.livejournal.com]

Hi all,

I'm trying to find a wincest fic that I read long ago and (as usual) failed to bookmark. Sam made a deal with a demon (to save Dean, IIRC), so that 3 or 4 days each month (lunar month, maybe), his soul leaves his body to go do the demon's bidding. Sam doesn't regret it, unpleasant as it is and shaken as he is when he returns, because to him it is worth it. Dean, on the other hand, angsts while watching over Sam's exanimated body, as he waits for him to wake up, and angsts counting the days until the next time.

I'm completely at a loss. Any help would be sincerely appreciated.

ETA: Found!

Tru Calling X?

[absconded-mind.livejournal.com]

Are there any Tru Calling crossovers around?

ISO: Sam Being Hit On By/Hitting On Older Boys

[particlesofgale.livejournal.com]

Can anyone rec fic in which teen!Sam is either hit on by older
boys or is the one hitting on them or possibly just showing
interest or even dating older boys to make Dean jealous? If
Dean interferes with the attention being shown Sam on his behalf
that would be even better. Logically (to a slash girl!) this
would lead to Sam/Dean first time because, Dean? Can't resist
the little brother once it's known Sam swings that way. And?
Sam just really, really wants his big brother. LOL

I read one fic recently where Dean catches Sam and a schoolmate
lying on the Winchester couch after school making out & throwing
the other boy out of the house and now I'd like to read more fic
in this vein.

Self pimpage is more than welcome. Thank you in advance for any
help offered.

Alona/Jared fic

[missyjack.livejournal.com]

I am looking for a fic written post-BUABS which featured Alona and Jared getting it on after an intense day of filming.

Cheers

eta: found ! Its  a rush of blood to the head by mcee

Looking for an AU

[elucreh.livejournal.com]

In which, the demon stole Sam and raised him with Meg (and I think possibly the other boy, his son, as well...?) and John and Dean became hunters when Sam disappeared. Later Dean and Sam meet (...at school? I think?) and fall for each other. Meg, who's Sam-sitting while the YED is gone, finds out he's involved with Dean.

I remember large portions of this story, but can't find it in my bookmarks--it's very irritating! Help!

Two Searches - police fics, priest AUs

[coripixie.livejournal.com]

I don't have any specific stories in mind, but i was wondering if anyone had recs for any stories where law enforcement is looking for sam and dean. Wincest is preferred, but I'll take gen as well.
Secondly, I was wondering if there are any jsquared (or wincest) AUs where one of the boys is a priest. I sort of doubt it, but I figured I'd ask anyway.

Thanks!

Dean Shot Fic

[hprill.livejournal.com]

Ok. Maybe I've lost my mind. It's very possible. But I could have sworn I read a fic somewhere where Dean got hit by Gordon's crazy shooting at the end of Hunted. Anyone share the same delusions as me?

Also,I would greatly appreciate any recs where Dean gets shot. Apparenlty in a H/C mood tonight.