I've looked and looked

[wishunew.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a rape and repercussion, where Sam is raped on a job, and Dean has to deal with it. I'm also looking for a Fic where Sam was raped by someone named Matt Ross, a Marine Buddy of Johns. Joh had sent Sam to his house to learn obedience. Missouri found out because he was thinking about it and her and John were eating out someplace and Ross stoped by.

help plz?

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[velvetmagras.livejournal.com]

Hey all, 
I can't quite remember a lot of the details from the story I'm looking for, it's not a long story though. 

All I can remember is Dean can't enter (or exit) a particular (haunted?) house because; 
either he has never been in love 
or he has never been intimate with someone who loves him.  I think it results with Wincest, (probably) but I not sure.

Does anyone recognise it? Thanks.


ETA: Found, thanks to 'allyoops'

Looking for...

[itsthedetails.livejournal.com]

Okay I read the beginning chapters of a WIP a little while back and now I can't find the fic and I really would like to know if it was finished. It starts pre-series just after Sam leaves for Stanford. Sam had a girlfriend in the town they were living in and she comes to Dean looking for him not knowing that he left. Dean tells her he's gone and she tells Dean she's pregnant. I think they try calling Sam, but he doesn't return the phone calls. So Dean tells the girl he'll help her. Then it jumps to the time period of the pilot. The girl knows about hunting now, she started traveling with Dean and Dean's been a father to Sam's son. When John goes missing Dean still goes to Sam, he shows up with Sam's ex-girlfriend and the kid. Sam is still with Jessica and the ex-girlfriend is a little upset to see Sam with Jess when he left her behind without even telling her he was leaving. Sam's little boy, having been raised mostly by Dean, wants to know all about monsters and hunting, and is reluctant to accept Sam as his father, all he knows is Dean. I think the liitle boy doesn't like Jess, when Sam introduces him to her he kicks her in the shin. I also think there may or may not have been something between the ex and Dean after all they spent the last 4 years together, but I'm not totally sure about that. At the end of the last chapter Sam is left deciding if he's gonna go with Dean, the ex and his kid to find John or stay with Jess, who I think makes some sort of comment about him leaving with Dean and some girl.

Does it ring a bell for anyone? Does anyone recognize the author or know if it was ever finished? I'd appreciate any help.

Rec request

[i-am-schizo.livejournal.com]

Hey peeps,

I’d like to ask for specific recs (again actually) because I’m in a specific fic kinda mood right about now all sparked by my thinking that I kinda miss John in the show at the mom.

So I'm looking for stories - gen - that focus on the relationship between John and Dean. Best would be stories that take place around In My Time Of Dying, maybe with flashbacks to the time Sam was in Stanford...hmm, yeah...are there any stories like this? Thing is, I’d like In My Time Of Dying references in the stories because I want Dean to know that after all his father has always been proud of him, you know?

Thankies!

P.S. Any long (as in multiple chapters preferably) Sam/Dean stories or gen stories with an emphasis on the brotherly love are also more than welcome, especially if written recently. Can always happen that I miss the good new stuff.