In search of Pilot AU

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I'm looking for any fic that goes AU after the pilot - in other words, one in which Jess lives and Sam chooses to go off with Dean. Or some variation therof. Doesnt have to be Wincest, but thats great too. I am certain I cant be the only person who only thought of this - its been nugging the hell out of me!