Handholding, illness, non-con, 4.01

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

I totally feel like I'm taking advantage of this comm. :(

Ah well =) I'm craving some fic and I need help from you guys

 

1) Handholding-I want oneshots, drabbles, multichapters...anything with  either Sam/Dean or J2 holding hands (Like that bit at the table in 4.01) *squee*

2) I've seen a lot of Jensen with mental illness fics out there but this time I'm kinda leaning towards Dean mental illness. It can be anything from depression to the most angsty horrible thing you can come up with. Lob em at me :)

3) Any rape aftermath fics out there in the big fandom? Dean only if you can. I don't mind the actual rape, just leaning more towards the aftermath. And I wanna cry my eyes out so feel free to pump up the angst. Wincest is totally acceptable, maybe even rewarded with cookies :)

4) Last one *grins* Lazarus Rising fics. Preferably oneshots or no more than four chapters. Wincest/gen anything, everything'll make me happy :)

Thanks in advance, you guys are always great. Cookies for everyone who gives me some fic! =)

Comments

[sadelyrate.livejournal.com]

If self-pimps are okay...
3) Precipice (http://sadelyrate.livejournal.com/14231.html): An AU for Born Under A Bad Sign (2x14) in 13 parts.

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

I read that a while ago, thought I commented...maybe not...loved it darlin! I'm such a sucker for Dean being hurt and keeping it secret from Sam...*sighs*

[catnthecradle.livejournal.com]

Dean raped:

Sam interrupts Dean's rape, and must help him through the aftermath
"Condemned To Be Free" http://ficlover.livejournal.com/5401.html

When both boys are possessed by ghosts, Sam rapes Dean, can he repair the damage he's done, both physical and mental.
"Within Me" http://ficlover.livejournal.com/10660.html

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

Thank you! Never read the second one :) *rushes off to read*

[ifyouweremine.livejournal.com]

1. The Gay That It Is (Or: The Gayest Gen Story Ever) (http://gekizetsu.net/sn/tehgay.htm)

2.
Moths on the Mirror (http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/21221.html) (its timestamps are here (http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/22394.html) and here (http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/34716.html))
all the ground beneath you (http://acidquill.livejournal.com/171601.html?style=mine)

3. Non-con recs (http://delicious.com/ifyouweremine/SPN+non-con) (particularly angsty ones here (http://delicious.com/ifyouweremine/SPN+non-con+angsty))
I recommend you start off with Filthy Mind (http://www.rivkat.com/cms/index.php?set=fiction&story=9)

4. Lazarus Rising recs (http://delicious.com/ifyouweremine/SPN-episode4x01-Lazarus-Rising)

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

*hugs you and throws cookies* Thank you!

Looks like I'm going to bed late tonight...:)

[inane-nana.livejournal.com]

Phantom Load (http://lovesrain44.livejournal.com/9737.html?format=light) fits the bill for #3.
Dean's rape and the consequences are woven within a casefile. Awesome characterization and heartbreaking.

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

Thank you! Read that one already but it was a while ago =)

[alasse.livejournal.com]

If you don't mind self-recs, I just wrote a short, PG Wincest one-shot for Lazarus Rising, the night after the episode: A Matter of Grace (http://arlad.livejournal.com/49525.html)

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

Thank you!

[nativestar.livejournal.com]

Lazarus Rising recs and posts can be found here (http://community.livejournal.com/spn_epific/tag/lazarus+rising).

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

Thank you!

[ratherbe4gotten.livejournal.com]

It's probably entirely my fault, as I think I might have been the mod who approved this post, but please can you put it under a cut. There are quite a few things that could be considered spoilers for 4.01 and I'd hate for anyone to be spoiled because I made a mistake.

Thank you :)

[soledadseraph.livejournal.com]

Done =)

[ratherbe4gotten.livejournal.com]

Thank you ♥