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I'm looking for a story, that deals with dean and him saving sam, without sam knowing. I remember one of the parts, that when sam is first going to highschool, dean gives him a new backpack, and then later throws sam's old one out in a dumpster, because it was of the transformers. Hopefully this makes sense, and someone knows the name to this fic. thanks so much. :)


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