mean!Sam, Dean tortures, Sam redeemed

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Okay. So I had a dream last night, and it was one of those Supernatural dreams. Season four-ish, and Sam was influenced by Ruby/demon blood and was mocking Dean for breaking in hell. And with me being me, there was some Dean/Cas. 

Anyway, I was wondering if anyone could recommend fics that involve the following (since I wouldn't even know how to search for these):

a) Sam being mean to Dean about something relating to Hell. 
b) Dean freaking Sam out by using the "skills" he picked up in Hell (torture, high pain threshold, etc.)
c) Sam redeeming himself for being kind of a jerk to Dean during season four. 

I know that's a little vague, but a girl can try! I love longer fics, and especially Dean/Castiel (or even Dean and Cas friendship). I also really do love Sam, and would like him to be redeemed.

Comments

[papersuperhero.livejournal.com]

Don't know why I'm bothering to reply when obviously, all you want to do is pick a fight.

Dean is one of my all-time favorite characters. But I love Sam too.

You don't know anything about me, including the fact that I hate gender roles and think they're absolutely archaic, so that comments about wanting a "real man" is beyond hilarious. Dean and Sam are incredibly fucked up boys who were raised without any particular stability, and they both have their own issues. I love them, I think they're great characters, but no thank you. If I ever met a Sam or Dean in real life, I'd run the other way.

And see, all I see about s5 was that Dean and Sam were trying to forgive one another and be forgiven for the bad things they BOTH had done. Sam regarding drinking demon blood and trusting a demon over his brother, and Dean for torturing souls in hell and starting the apocalypse.

And yeah, I am a Dean/Cas fan. So fucking what?

Cry me a fucking river. You want all the fics where Dean is a horrible older brother and beats up Sam? Go look for them yourself and stay out of my fic request.

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Also, considering I had a friend who just passed away last year from a heroin overdose, I know that people who are battling addiction can be absolute pricks when they want their fix. Sam is no saint in that season, and neither is Dean.