Specific fic - Sam is not a Winchester

[retrophysics.livejournal.com]

I've spent ages trying to find this fic myself but I just can't find it. It was set during S2 or S3 or somewhere in between those two seasons. It's gen/au and pretty long. The story is about Sam making a deal with a djinn or something like that because Dean is about to die. Then Dean wakes up as a four-year-old and Mary and John are still alive. He remembers everything about his previous life. Sam is never born in this universe and instead, Dean has a sister named Abigail. He leaves his family at the age of 16 in order to find Sam.

Other things I remember about the fic:

- Dean stabs a calendar with a butter knife b/c he realizes Sam wasn't born
- he encounters a monster near his school (it was really ugly and then dissolves into water/tears)
- (spoilers, highlight to see) Dean eventually reunites with Sam and it turns out Sam has been solving the hunts they previously did in the other universe. Also, Sam was a foster kid and he had full use of his powers.
- there's a sequel!

Thanks in advance for whatever help you guys can give me!

ETA: It's Secure the Blessing by rahmi. Thanks, you guys. That was fast!

Comments

[tifaching.livejournal.com]

Oh, I read that one and it was awesome. I wish I could remember where it was. I'll be looking forward to seeing if anyone knows it.

[katsheswims.livejournal.com]

It's Secure the Blessing (http://rahmi.livejournal.com/97723.html) by rahmi.

[retrophysics.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's it! Thank you so much. This story has been bugging me for so long. \o/

[morgana-st.livejournal.com]

This is the sequel: Up Ahead (the roads were closed)

And here are the timestamps:

1 - First Timestamp (http://rahmi.livejournal.com/230508.html)
2 - Second Timestamp (http://rahmi.livejournal.com/266650.html?thread=2616218#t2616218)
3 - Third Timestamp (http://rahmi.livejournal.com/285607.html?thread=2687911#t2687911) (scroll down a little bit) (http://rahmi.livejournal.com/203756.html)