General Search - Dean/?, not so nice Sam...

[iamaslashaddict.livejournal.com]

Usually, I am a big Sam/Dean fan, it's my OTP in the Supernatural fandom, but for some reason I'm not feeling the Sam love right now. So, if you guys could rec me Dean!Centric fics where Sam gets his ass handed to him that would be great. I'm really looking for some angsty!fic that have Sam being a true asshole to Dean. Maybe one's that deal with Sam going off to Stanford and his attitude when Dean showed up in the pilot or his passive aggressive "hate/love" relationship with Dean throughout the show. Anything where Sam isn't such a nice person and woobie!Dean gets the brunt of it.

I'd prefer Slash fics, whether Castiel, Gabriel, or a Crossover pairing (really, like crossovers *g*)... or even Sam/Dean pairing, but Sam has to work for it to win Dean's love/trust back, etc. I will also take gen and het fics if they really are awesome fics, but slash is my bread and butter. I like smutty fics, so NC-17 or an R rating is preferred, but i want plot to be in the forefront rather than porn.

Basically, i'm just looking for some fics where i cry and curse at Sam for what he's doing to Dean, but that still makes me feel good again by the ending. It doesn't have to end with Sam and Dean still being together, whether in a romantic relationship or brotherly, but an ending that has Dean in a good mental place where he is happy, treated well and loved by whoever he is with.

Thanks in advance!!

Comments

[gilesbabe.livejournal.com]

enigmaticblue's Somewhere Back of the Sun verse. The chapters jump back and forth from past to present, but each one tells you the time frame so if you wanted to read them in 'order' you could do so. I recommend reading them the way she wrote them, even if the flow is choppy. Sam in the past chapters is a total jerk, so sure he is right and his way is the only way. Present Sam still has a bit of a chip on his shoulder, at first, but the story explains as it plays out. An excellet read.

http://enigmatic-blue.livejournal.com/?skip=40&tag=somewhere%20back%20of%20the%20sun

[iamaslashaddict.livejournal.com]

Thanks a bunch, this looks like exactly what i wanted!