Specific wincest, dead-fic story - Found in Comments!!

[jrzriverside.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm looking for a specific story, it's wincest, and I'm pretty sure it's a one shot, and it ends with suicide. John, Sam and Dean hunt together, but Sam does drugs and is in love with Dean, there's a specific scene I remember, the three of them are in a diner and Sam suggests that they get jobs and John says something like "so you can buy drugs?" or something like that...

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[sammysbangs.livejournal.com]

don't let me know we're invisible (http://mimblexwimble.livejournal.com/123314.html)

I just read this five minutes ago, the author is linked a couple of posts up from here. Synchronicity!