Looking For Long Physical Disability Fics (J2 or Wincest)

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

So, as often happens, I got in a mood to read a certain genre. I'm currently looking for long J2 or Wincest physical disability fics, preferably that deals with navigating a relationship while dealing with a disability. My Kindle has a whole collection dedicated to disability fics, but they're not hitting my buttons at the moment. I re-read the Battlements verse and the Twists and Turns verse, which is what sent me on this search.

• Jensen/Jared or Dean/Sam pairing


• No preference who is disabled (it just happened that the last two I read were Disabled!Jensen)


• No preference on disability (blind, deaf, paralyzed, etc.)


• Longer the better...something I can really sink my teeth into


• Focus on the disability and how it affects the relationship would be nice

So! Rec me your favorite disability fics! Fill my Kindle with goodness :D

Comments

[saltandburnboys.livejournal.com]

Walk Tall by calysta18 is great. http://calysta18.livejournal.com/9436.html

xx

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

Ah, I haven't read that one in a long time. Thanks!

[saltandburnboys.livejournal.com]

It's so good. Heartbreaking, but good. :-)

xx

[tcs1121.livejournal.com]

Thank you for rereading my Twists and Turns 'Verse! I'm glad you enjoyed them.

I have two more disability fics both Big Bangs and both different physical conditions affecting Jensen:

The Colors of My Life (http://tcs1121.livejournal.com/25122.html)

Summary: At age twenty, "Blind Artist" Jensen Ackles became a successful, world renowned Abstract Impressionist painter by painting what he saw. However, fourteen years later, Jensen feared that what was left of his poor eyesight was coming to an end sooner rather than later and wanted his work to carry on after his colors faded to black. Jensen takes on an aspiring, talented young artist, Jared T. Padalecki, as his apprentice.

"It might be a bumpy ride, but I swear, it'll be worth it."

~~*~~*~~

"I know what it looks like, but this is how I see it."

Jensen Ackles on his art, as told to Misha Collins,
Edition # 317, I Am Every Man magazine.

~~*~~*~~
and last year's Big Bang,,,
~~*~~*~~

Wonderful Inventions (http://tcs1121.livejournal.com/22018.html)

Summary: The quirky, absent-minded, yet brilliant Dr. Jensen Ackles created big, successful, life-saving inventions. However, while working on his newest project, he was struck down by a devastating illness, leaving Dr. Ackles still quirky, absent-minded and brilliant, but...happier.

Misha, Jensen's long-time professional and personal assistant, now helps Jensen manage his delusions, seizures, and hallucinations, which Jensen takes in stride. But when Dr. Ackles picked up Tristan one morning by the Boardwalk, professing an unexplained yet all-encompassing love for the street walker, Jensen became happiest of all. He loves his life, his life, hislife.

Until the court tries to take it all away.

Loosely inspired by Man of La Mancha, but is not a re-telling.

~~
Too much sanity may be madness — and maddest of all: to see life as it is, and not as it should be.

Dale Wasserman
~~*~~*~~

I hope they're what you're looking for. Both have .pdfs and downloads at AO3.

Enjoy!

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

I love the Twists and Turns verse :D It's in a permanent collection on my Kindle.

I'm downloading the other two fics right now! Thank you.

[avirt75.livejournal.com]

Here are a few for you.
Deaf Jensen fis:

http://eviltwin.livejournal.com/825575.html
http://sinnerforhire.dreamwidth.org/313777.html
http://minchout.livejournal.com/236789.html
http://iorhael-dreams.livejournal.com/100762.html
http://glassyskies.livejournal.com/?skip=40&tag=the%20quiet%20%27verse


Blind Jensen fics :

This one is a JDM/Jensen but is a really good verse.
http://jedi-diplomat.livejournal.com/tag/blind!jensen
http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/20372.html
http://astri13.livejournal.com/159524.html
http://masterlist415.livejournal.com/42357.html
http://agt-spooky.livejournal.com/100764.html

Mute Dean :
http://cazadoretx.livejournal.com/tag/!master%20post

Deaf Dean:
http://bluetoastfics.livejournal.com/34178.html
http://neonchica.livejournal.com/7742.html

Wheelchair Dean:
http://neonchica.livejournal.com/tag/redemption%20arc

I have some metal illness and amnesia fics if you are interested.
Hope this helps!

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

Some of these are going to be re-reads and some are new-to-me. Thanks! :)

[mirokuslady.livejournal.com]

Do you happen to have a link to either of those verses you mentioned? Thanks :)

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

The Twists and Turns verse can be found here (http://tcs1121.livejournal.com/14303.html).

The Battlements verse has been taken off-line and cannot be distributed.

[mirokuslady.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

[reggie11.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure this will 100 per cent fill your request because the disability isn't the main crux of the story but it still plays an enormous part of it and it's a fabulous story. Sam is an amputee in this and it has quite a bit about how it affects Sam and Dean's relationship / Dean being very caring of Sam. It's one of my all time favourite stories because it's so well written.
Treasure (http://sonofabiscuit77.livejournal.com/45441.html) by sonofabiscuit
Summary: It’s 2018 and the human race is almost extinct, wiped out by a mutant threat not even the angels saw coming. Sam and Dean live on a military compound, one of the few remaining human communities still fighting for survival. Dean is one of the military leaders, dedicated to wasting as many of the mutants he can, while Sam, permanently injured and confined to the base, is desperately searching for the answer that will save what’s left of humanity, and finally bring both boys the peace they crave.

And this one was sensational - it's J2. Although severe PTSD is the major factor, Jared also has a permanent physical disability. It's a wonderful and incredibly insightful read into what it's like to love someone when you are whole and healthy but your partner isn't.
Our Parts are Slightly Used (http://archiveofourown.org/works/842685) by Kelleigh
Summary: After three tours of duty in Iraq and Afghanistan, Jared has come home to Texas, working a steady job as a security guard and trying to patch himself back together. His dreams are less than kind, but he copes for the sake of those who never made it back. Jared's not expecting to meet someone like Jensen Ackles - a Dallas businessman with confidence and charisma in spades. They connect over coffee breaks and high-spirited basketball games with Jared's vet buddies, and what begins as friendship quickly deepens into a defining romance. Although Jared's willing to share his physical scars with Jensen, the burden of hiding his emotional wounds weighs heavily on both of them. As Jensen scrambles to put a name to his boyfriend's symptoms, Jared struggles each and every day, and neither of them sees the storm on the horizon until it's too late.

I have links over at My Delicious (http://previous.delicious.com/reggie11) which could fit the bill as well. Everything is pretty well tagged and there are stories with one of the boys being blind, mute, mentally disabled, in a wheelchair etc. I'm building on it every day by going back and adding lots of great stuff that I've read. You may find something of interest there.

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

Both of those are wonderful re-reads for me that I'll be downloading again :D

Thanks for the Delicious link, too!

[kiimber.livejournal.com]

Dean with a severely injured leg:
Holding the Sky by reapertownusa
http://archiveofourown.org/works/937001?view_full_work=true (http://archiveofourown.org/works/937001?view_full_work=true)

Dean with an amputated leg:
Where Do We Begin (The Rubble or Our Sins?) by dimeliora
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1025195?view_full_work=true (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1025195?view_full_work=true)

Dean is deaf and blind:
Dark Side of the Moon by fleshflutter
http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/11169.htm (http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/11169.htm)

Mute Sam and Blind Dean:
Thousand Verse by saucyminx
http://archiveofourown.org/works/59465?view_full_work=true (http://archiveofourown.org/works/59465?view_full_work=true)

Blind and Deaf Dean:
The Year of Letting Go by runedgirl
http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/32053.html (http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/32053.html)

There are also several great recs in a post I did a while ago on Sam and Dean as living dolls--basically paralysis often with muteness and initial mental incapacity:
http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/8853565.html#comments (http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/8853565.html#comments)
I'm always looking for more recs on this fascinating doll-like state...

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

Lots of old favorites and some new-to-me recs in the other post. Thank you.

[(Anonymous)]

I can see someone already mentioned neonchica. READ ALL OF THEM >_

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

The Redemption arc you mean? I think I remember that being Gen, but I'll keep it on my list.

[kv74.livejournal.com]

Some Deaf Dean fics:

Silent Healing by BjJones http://sn-crossovers.livejournal.com/605700.html (http://sn-crossovers.livejournal.com/605700.html)
Silent Hunter http://wincest.livejournal.com/1560925.html (http://wincest.livejournal.com/1560925.html) (2nd part deals with Dean-Sam-John)

Deaf Hunter by 2People http://fanfiction.net/s/6821414/1 (http://fanfiction.net/s/6821414/1) (gen, deals with relationship in generell)

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

Thank you :) I just re-read these not too long ago.

[2people2.livejournal.com]

Hey I'm 2People on fanfiction.net. Most of my stories on there are disabled Dean (Deaf, Blind and Paralyzed) so feel free to look around :)

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I'll check out your page when I get home from work :D

[kv74.livejournal.com]

I like your work! You write great!

[2people2.livejournal.com]

Thank you :) I'm Glad you like my stuff :)

[tcs1121.livejournal.com]

A non-self rec this time:

The Rise and Fall of Jensen Ackles and the Spiders From Mars (http://etoile-etiolee.livejournal.com/20652.html)

by etoile etiolee (LJ is hating me--hence all the edits, sorry)

Jensen has severe epileptic seizures.

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

I always loved that one! :D Thank you.

[frothy-chai.livejournal.com]

1. Not exactly what you're looking for, but it deals with Dean becoming selectively mute after Sam leaves for Stanford. It's really the second fic in the series that has mute Dean, and it's actually more of a romance with an OMC who helps Dean through it and teaches him sign language (note that Sam is pretty much a dick in this one)

Keepsake (http://archiveofourown.org/series/7438) by leonidaslion

2. And here's another leonidaslion fic that has an actual mute Dean, but it deals with apocalyptic demon!Sam, so it might not really be the type of genre you're looking for (it's pretty dark and has noncon)

The Light of Munin (http://archiveofourown.org/works/180210/chapters/264948) by leonidaslion

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

Thanks...I remember reading Keepsake before. Tried Light of Munin prior, but couldn't get through it (too dark for me).

[thienhartt.livejournal.com]

Can't You See What I Hear by Jensenfan1978 at Sinful-desire.org. Jensen is a blind sculp artist and Jared is Jensen's brother co-worker at the college. It's a WIP though and there's some hot scene. Hope you enjoy.... Have a great day.... :)

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

I have that one bookmarked :) I've been waiting anxiously for it to be completed so that I can read it.

[geeinemac.livejournal.com]

Hi excuse me if this has already been recced. I know OP asks for physical disability and if I remember correctly I think that is a element in here but it is mostly mental. So sorry if OP doesn't like.

Journal of a Caregiver by lylithj2

AU Verse: Dean serves as the vessel for Michael and suffers the consequences. Sam cares for him and helps him heal from serious brain injury. Contains Wincest. Most chapters are rated NC-17. Completed verse.

Heres the first part http://lylithj2.livejournal.com/3063.html (http://lylithj2.livejournal.com/3063.html)

And the author's masterpost for the rest - http://lylithj2.livejournal.com/7636.html#cutid1 (http://lylithj2.livejournal.com/7636.html#cutid1)

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm not sure If this would be a disability so much as a permanent injury, but it is really good.
http://teashopmuses.livejournal.com/25737.html

[kimberlyfdr.livejournal.com]

That totally counts (Sam's arm is paralyzed)! It's in my collection on my Kindle permanently because I love it so much :) Really great details on how they navigate their relationship now.