J2, Wincest, Gen fics

[waterfall-creek.livejournal.com]

Hey,
I'm looking for some fics. I hope you guys can help me.

#1. Any good J2 or Wincest fics. Bottom Jared/Sam is preferred. Any length is okay, but the longer the better. I don't care of it's AU

#2. Any J2 or Wincest fics where Jensen/Dean cheat on Jared/Sam. Any ending is okay

#3. Any hurt, sick, abused (in any way) Jared/Sam fics. It can be J2, Wincest or Gen, I don't care.

Thanks for your help.

Comments

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

The Freak Camp Verse (http://archiveofourown.org/series/5884), if you haven't read it, by brosedshield and lavinialavender is horrible and dark and wonderful: "The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grows up in a concentration camp for monsters, and Dean is raised as an only child and a hunter. Together, they make each other human." (Sam/Dean, tons of Sam hurt and abuse, I think? bottom!Sam, but again I'm not sure)

Non Timebo Mala (http://archiveofourown.org/works/273894/chapters/433454) by roxymissrose: "This is my very AU version of the Colt's making. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings, thus expect anachronisms, improbable situations, and flagrant display of personal fanon. This can be seen as an alternate universe, or an alternate timeline." (Sam/Dean, hurt!Sam, bottom!Sam)

Inviting the Dawn to Break (http://paper-storm88.livejournal.com/59918.html) by paper_storm88: "When Jensen first realized he was gay, he had some silly, fairy-tale notion of meeting an amazing guy and falling in love, but then he discovered how much fun sex is and that’s always been his endgame since. When he looks at Jared, he feels like he’s eighteen again; starry-eyed and hopeful and dreaming of creating a life with somebody. It should be frightening him down to his core, because all those things go completely against the way he’s lived his life for the past seven years. But then he remembers Jared’s smile, or the way he smells, or how big he is and how good Jensen imagines he’d feel pressed up against him, and then he doesn’t care about anything else anymore." (Jared/Jensen, abused!Jared (past), bottom!Jared)

I've saved a whole bunch in these categories, so here's some lists for you (they're generally pretty well-tagged with the pairing and who tops/bottoms, etc):

sick!Sam (https://delicious.com/elwarre/sick!sam) || sick!Jared (https://delicious.com/elwarre/sick!jared) || abused!Sam (https://delicious.com/elwarre/abused!sam) || abused!Jared (https://delicious.com/elwarre/abused!jared) || hurt!Sam (https://delicious.com/elwarre/hurt!sam) || hurt!Jared (https://delicious.com/elwarre/hurt!Jared)

[waterfall-creek.livejournal.com]

Oh my god, Thank you so much!

[hafireika.livejournal.com]

Just a little head's up. In the sequel to Maybe This by nu_breed there is at least one bottom Jensen scene. And the infidelity in that fic is from Jared's side i.e., Jared's the one who is cheating. Avoid the sequel if that isn't what you are looking for. But do read Maybe This. It's an awesome fic and has lots of bottom Jared goodness. It's also a complete stand alone on it's own so reading the sequel isn't necessary.

Some fics that fit #2:
If I only had All of You (http://j2-ficwhore.livejournal.com/20409.html), AO3 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/442573/chapters/756165)
Innocence Betrayed (http://fic-freaknout.livejournal.com/23277.html), bottom Jensen with OMC, attempted suicide.
What do you want me to be (http://fic-freaknout.livejournal.com/7667.html), suicidal behaviour on Sam's part and Dean's kind of a jerk at first.


I was wondering if you know any J2 fics in which Jensen cheats on Jared? I've only always read the ones in which Jared is the one who is cheating when it comes to J2 and in most of the fics in which Jensen cheats, he's also the bottom.

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

Re the cheating in Maybe This: I'm almost 100% sure that Jensen thinks Jared's cheating, and so he revenge-cheats or whatever, but then Jared was innocent? Maybe I'm misremembering?

[hafireika.livejournal.com]

Oh shit! My bad! Yes it was Jensen who had cheated. It had been a long time since the read both the fics and I only remembered Jensen thinking about Jared cheating on him. And not the fact that Jared didn't.

Sorry about the fuck up! *hides in shame*

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

don't hide in shame!! ;) I only remembered because I just re-read that one like a week ago

[waterfall-creek.livejournal.com]

Hey, sorry I didn't reply until now. Thank you so much! I'll definitely read those!