General Search: Wincest fics and J2, BDSM, light bondage, first time Dom Dean/Jensen SubSam/Jared

[ereynolds74.livejournal.com]

Early Merry Christmas Everyone on LIVE JOURNAL Supernatural Fandom :) I hope ya'll can help me find some BDSM fics featuring our favorite boys. I know there are a lot of them some hardcore some soft core.

What I am basically looking for is "first time" ones I've only found maybe one or two. If you need more specific here goes.
I want Sam to be surprise when he finds out by accident that Dean is aware of this lifestyle and has actually done it. Maybe it could be during a hunt at a certain place where someone knows or remembers Dean as an awesome Dom? Sam maybe is trying to figure out when did Dean engage in this. Then suddenly the 4 years missing from each other life clicks.

Same theme with Jensen and Jared, maybe Jared finds this dark side/ fun side of Jensen accidentally. Jared always thought he knew everything about Jensen since working with him on Supernatural (this could be from season 1 thru 8).
Someone from Jensen's past comes to visit him on the set or at home and Jared overhears. Jared could be shock and Jensen tries to reassure Jared, it was something from his past (from days of our lives thru Dark angel).

I just want it to be Sam or Jared very first time and Dean and Jensen being the expert Dom. It could be establish relationship or this gets them started it in a relationship. just really first time BDSM for Sam/Jared and they could be nervous, but curious. Only bottom Sam and Jared and submissive.

if you know any BDSM fics like these, please Rec them to me, also self recs welcome too :)

Love you all, and MERRY CHRISTMAS HAPPY HOLIDAYS to you all <3

Comments

[phoenix1966]

I think Guilty Pleasures by MorganaDW might have some of the elements you're looking for.

Summary:
After so much pressure and stress of dealing with regaining his soul to Lucifer in his head, to the Leviathans, Sam shocks Dean by wanting to try something different after so long of not doing anything. Will Dean give in if it means helping Sam? And if he does, what will it mean for them in the long run & what will Sam think when he learns of a little secret Dean’s been keeping? / Dean and Sam (Will have Wincest) Set after 07x17 The Born Again Identity.

[elegant-ghost.livejournal.com]

Surrender (http://archiveofourown.org/works/585290?view_full_work=true): Sam Wesson, college drop-out and general nobody, is abducted from his home by a green-eyed stranger. Taken to the shadowy Facility, he is trained over time to embrace his inner Submissive and become the perfect slave. But is he making a mistake in trusting Dean to be his Master?

While Sam is kidnapped, he's a "natural" submissive, so his resistance doesn't last. I also tried looking for a lengthy fic where Sam is kidnapped, has diabetes, runs away from the center... all of those things, because he isn't as willing, but I can find it. And now it's driving me crazy. :( Maybe someone else will know what I'm talking about...

[casey679.livejournal.com]

Tough Love (http://hermias.livejournal.com/460.html) (has three parts, link for other parts in tags) - Dean decided he had to take things into his own hands. He wasn’t going to let Sammy be turned into some demon‘s bitch. He’d make him into his first.

[sammysbangs.livejournal.com]

This story might have elements of what you are looking for:

I've Got Your Number (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1952568) by morrezela.

Jared is a sub, but everyone assumes he's a dom because of his size and personality. Until Jensen...