If you have never read RPF, you should definitely try "The Doors of Time", even though it is au. The main story clocks in at 186.000 words with 90.000 words worth of timestamps. The abuse happens off screen between part 1 and 2 of the main story, but even before that there is lots of angst. Summary for the first part of the main story: "It’s not like he doesn’t try to fit in and make friends, he really does. It just seems like nothing he does is good enough for them. If he smiles they blink. If he speaks they stare. And whenever they see him coming they get this panicked look in their eyes like they want to run away and they don’t even know why. Jensen knows why. It’s the same thing that makes his dad worry and his mom cry. That makes Nana tell his parents he’s going to Hell, not even caring that he can hear her. It’s what makes him ‘weird’." main story on livejournal: http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/1090487.html, timestamps on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/series/10091
A non-au that I really like is "When your lover breaks". There is no past abuse, but there is an accident with lots of angst: "Jared Padalecki is filming the next-to-last episode of the fourth season of Supernatural. Jensen Ackles is his co-star, best friend, and as of this weekend, newfound lover. Jared’s life could not be better. Until a serious set accident shatters Jared's and Jensen's world. Jensen has lost himself and Jared is holding onto a memory. Can Jared love his partner enough to start from square one?" http://sandymg.livejournal.com/28753.html
Another au is A Kept Boy: "A Kept Boy is an RPS AU involving slavery, abuse (adult and child) in all forms (verbal, physical, mental), inequalities of power, and dark, adult concepts regarding same. At heart, it's a love story, but it goes through some bad, dark places to get there." There are a lot of stories in this world written by other people. Here are the links to the original story and its outtakes: original story and timestamps: http://archiveofourown.org/series/10950, outtakes: http://archiveofourown.org/series/36697
Another non-au (I knew, there had to be more!): Just one breath!verse "Following a horrific event on set, Jensen's life hangs in the balance and Jared figures out what's really important. Alternate Summary: Jensen sacrifices like Dean. Jared angsts like Sam." Again, not so much abuse, but lots of angst. chttp://kee.livejournal.com/13376.html
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Summary for the first part of the main story: "It’s not like he doesn’t try to fit in and make friends, he really does. It just seems like nothing he does is good enough for them. If he smiles they blink. If he speaks they stare. And whenever they see him coming they get this panicked look in their eyes like they want to run away and they don’t even know why.
Jensen knows why. It’s the same thing that makes his dad worry and his mom cry. That makes Nana tell his parents he’s going to Hell, not even caring that he can hear her.
It’s what makes him ‘weird’."
main story on livejournal: http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/1090487.html, timestamps on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/series/10091
A non-au that I really like is "When your lover breaks". There is no past abuse, but there is an accident with lots of angst:
"Jared Padalecki is filming the next-to-last episode of the fourth season of Supernatural. Jensen Ackles is his co-star, best friend, and as of this weekend, newfound lover. Jared’s life could not be better. Until a serious set accident shatters Jared's and Jensen's world. Jensen has lost himself and Jared is holding onto a memory. Can Jared love his partner enough to start from square one?"
http://sandymg.livejournal.com/28753.html
Another au is A Kept Boy: "A Kept Boy is an RPS AU involving slavery, abuse (adult and child) in all forms (verbal, physical, mental), inequalities of power, and dark, adult concepts regarding same. At heart, it's a love story, but it goes through some bad, dark places to get there."
There are a lot of stories in this world written by other people. Here are the links to the original story and its outtakes:
original story and timestamps: http://archiveofourown.org/series/10950, outtakes: http://archiveofourown.org/series/36697
Another non-au (I knew, there had to be more!): Just one breath!verse
"Following a horrific event on set, Jensen's life hangs in the balance and Jared figures out what's really important. Alternate Summary: Jensen sacrifices like Dean. Jared angsts like Sam."
Again, not so much abuse, but lots of angst.
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