I think the story you are looking for is called 'a life in knives' by paxlux. This might be the link: http://huntersarchives.livejournal.com/64400.html. I don't know if that will take you to the story. Sorry. I'm sure someone else here can get the link right if what I typed is wrong.
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I think the story you are looking for is called 'a life in knives' by paxlux. This might be the link: http://huntersarchives.livejournal.com/64400.html. I don't know if that will take you to the story. Sorry. I'm sure someone else here can get the link right if what I typed is wrong.
It is a great story!
Susan