Lost Sam/Dean fic...

[iamaslashaddict.livejournal.com]

I read a Sam/Dean fic a while back and i can't find it again now that i want to reread it. I think it is a fairly recent story, say within the last six months(?), but i could be wrong.

Basically it's pre-Stanford, Sam is in his mid-to-late teens, maybe a little younger. Somewhere along the lines Sam started sucking on Dean's amulet for comfort, especially at night (they were sleeping in the same bed, i think Sam didn't like being away from Dean or was scared). It progressed as they got older to Dean's thumb(?) and then to a sexual relationship and love, but i may be mixing more than one story together. I remember it was a fairly long story, probably over 20.000 words, it was a first-time!fic and it was fairly explicit, so at least an R rating if not NC-17.

That's pretty much all i remember. If anyone one knows what story it is, i would be very much appreciative!

Comments

[storyspinner70.livejournal.com]

Drvsilla has a verse about Sam sucking Dean's thumb that might be the one. I love it. I can't remember off the top of my head if it starts with the amulet or if I'm remembering that from another story, though.
http://drvsilla.livejournal.com/tag/fic%20|%20spn%20|%20s/d%20underage%20|%20fixation

[weeping00willow.livejournal.com]

I've read a long-ish story like the one you're looking for, a while ago. Is it this one? "The only thing that's real" by runedgirl.
http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/54691.html

I'll also rec you another amulet sucking fic, one that I'm pretty sure isn't the one you're seeking, but it's still hot and a very good read. "Hard won inches" by bewaretheides15:
http://bewaretheides15.livejournal.com/58600.html

[(Anonymous)]

That fits http://bewaretheides15.livejournal.com/58600.html to a T. (: Hope I helped!