Looking for Wee!chesters fic

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I read a couple of stories a while ago that I lost when I lost my old computer...the first one is wee!chesters where little Sam is having nightmares and Dean creates protective runes that he "writes" on Sam's back every night before he goes to bed. It becomes a ritual and continues into the next story which takes place many years later.. This one is wincest..

It involves Sam starting to become aroused by Dean's touch while he is "writing" the runes on his back and Sam has to ask dean to stop and it leads to a discussion about masturbation I think. 

I believe the first time I read these they were on the Sam/Dean Archive...I have been looking there for it but there are so many.. so any help would be much appreciated.
Thank you..
:)

FOUND FIRST ONE!!  Here!!
Thank you jasmasson