Hello I'm looking for a fic which starts with Dean in bed, Sam is dressing to leave, he is married to Jess (unhappily) and sees Dean infrequently. Dean pretends to be asleep. Anyhow something happens and Sam gets to live his life again and chooses Dean. The story ends the same as it starts but Sam doesn't leave the bedroom. Now it's ages since I read the story so I may have gotten some fact wrong. Can anyone recognise it from my incoherent ramblings? Any help would be appreciated as I'd love to read it again.