Okay. I've been looking for this for weeks, and, god, it was SO easy the first time, but, I cannot not find a damn thing on the new frigging delicious anymore, and, from what I hear, I'm not the only one with that problem, so, here I am, again.....
The first fic I am looking for is a YED!John fic. Didn't there use to be a tag for that on here once, I miss that. Anyway, pre-series, or, should I say, AU. Dean goes with Sam when he goes to Stanford, and, as I remember it, possessed John had found their little house in woods, and, Sam came home, he was a lawyer, (so, this is post stanford) the wincest was faint, not even any kissing, could have easily been called gen in some circles. (all in the eye of the beholder I guess, like some say that Erik and Charles, from the x-myn, wouldn't have been jumping at it like bunnies...... well, thats their opinion. Cough, nuts, your nuts, people!) but, it was implied in the whole 'living together' thing, then, John dies, realizing he hadn't even felt all the numerous protection charms everywhere, and, this had been a trap.
The second is set in a large verse where, John dies when the boys are both young, but, Dean is old enough to take care of Sam. I really remember that there was short fic set in the verse, where, Sam and Dean were on the beach, rubbing lotion on each other, (sigh) and, a girl from Sam's college, crushing on Dean, had said some mean things about Sam, and, Dean gave her the look of death. Her friend reflects that her friend won't getting anywhere with him now. The boys are already sleeping with each other by this point in the game, by the way.
I have been looking for so long, (used to be so much easier on delicious, cries) but, I'm so hoping someone here can help. So, please, please? LonePanther.
EDIT: Found! On the first day! First one By imaginecoolname, so fast, and, noticable mention to one ofthe wonderful slash loving sis(bro)er of My soul, who jumoed in so close it was a photo finish, sandycub! And, second found by, the persen, if I was ever having kids, I now owe it to, reilaroo! Thank You!