I'm wondering if there are any Dean/Castiel fics out there that deal with Dean being all "OMG I thought I was straight" and/or Castiel being all "OMG I thought I was an asexual angel". Any kind of fic that explores the boys' thoughts and uncertainties in entering into a relationship would be very welcome.
Alternatively, are there any fics that deal with Castiel losing his virginity in a realistic way? As in all the nervousness, awkwardness, and giggles that come with doing the sex for the first time.
Thanks in advance!