May. 6th, 2011
Dean was a victim of kidnapping and rape/dub-con/torture. He'd been missing for about three or four months and Sam had been searching for him. He's finally found and hospitalized, but the doctors there don't know how to treat him because Dean reacts badly to people around him or touching him. He hates light because he'd been kept in a dark cell, he hates people coming in and out of the room, he hates restraints, and he refuses to talk because his attacker punished him for talking. They try to keep him drugged and restrained, but it only makes Dean worse.
Dean is transferred over to Castiel, who is a specialist and recognizes how to help Dean. Cas is able to help him recover very very slowly and starts to fall in love with him. At some point, there's a concern that Cas is enabling Dean to become co-dependent on him and they try to separate them----it doesn't go well. Cas also has a twin brother named Misha, and their family owns and runs the clinic he works at. At some point, the clinic had unwittingly hired Dean's attacker as a nurse or an intern. Cas and Misha were trying to get to the bottom of it because they noticed Dean reacting badly.
That was about as far as I had read. Please, please, some kind soul save me!
Found! It's this story: http://earth-heart.livejournal.com/
I've misplaced a fic. I believe it was written by leonidaslion, but I've looked at her archive on AO3 and she has well over 100 SPN stories on there, and I can't remember a single thing about this fic except for the ending, in which Sam and Dean were doing all this borderline Wincest-y stuff (I distinctly remember Sam putting his hand in Dean's back pocket?) and it was described as their definition of "normal." (I'm not entirely sure, but I THINK this might have been after they were cursed/whammied into actual Wincest, which freaked them out?)
Does anyone know what fic I'm talking about? I'm sorry I can't provide more detail.
Edit: Found. Link in comments.
1. I really want to read a Castle crossover but cannot find any. Is there any out there? Gen or Castle/Beckett or Dean/Cas without anything too graphic would be excellent. No wincest.
2. I just read the recs someone wrote at hoodie time for Dean with fire. Are there any more out there that explore the effects of the fire on Dean, especially if he is afraid of it. Again, I prefer gen. Pre-series would be great, but during the series timeline will also make me very happy. No wincest.
3. Fics where Lisa meets Cas, either during the time Dean is staying with her or during season 6. Dean/Lisa or Dean/Cas.
Thanks very much.
I've recently found myself working as a Beta for my cousin, who is writing a Dean/Cas BigBang story. It's told from Dean's point of view, and we both want the story to read as if Dean is actually telling it, using his voice, as it were. However, we're both having some difficulty getting his voice right, and I was hoping I could get some good Dean Voice stories. I've read "Signs and Portents" "Of Unconventional Dealbreaking" and "This is Ourselves (Under Pressure)"
So, any recomendations for good Dean!voice? I'll accept wincest, Dean/Cas or Gen, or, really, any that you can get...
thanks in advance!
I am looking for an AU fic where the hunting community (though not all) believes Sam to be the future Antichrist/leader of hell's army when he was only a baby, but in their attempt to kill him end up murdering Mary instead. The Winchesters were then given protection by the demons and the federal government. I don't think this was a Dean/Sam story. Does anyone know the fic I'm looking for?
Also, are there stories out there that have the Winchesters "in" with the demons or the federal government? Thanks!
1) where john noticing that dean has taken over Mary's job as Sam's mother, while lacking a mother for himself. This can either end in him talking to dean about it, or just be him thinking about all the shit he's forced the kid to go through. please no dean/john. i like that just fine, but not for this scenario :3 because i picture a young dean, around 6-12
2) Where Dean has always been a girl, but John has hidden this from everyone- including Sam. Dean dresses like a boy, acts like a boy, but really is a girl and hates having to pretend. I want Bobby, Jim, and Sam (three best reactions to view) to find out and be like wtf?! or something... never read it, been thinking about it A LOT.
sick or hurt dean is always a plus, no J2 please. i'm not too fond of them.
I just finished watching this weeks episode of Bones and can't help but wonder if there's a story written in this fandom where Sam is kidnapped as a child, by humans or not, and his dad and Dean never stop looking for him, even after many years. I'd like it to be where Sam is obviously found, and the things that took Sam are dead/in jail. Happy endings.
Gen is fine but preferably Sam/Dean. You'd be awesome if, like in the show, Sam is deaf and uncommunicative. Or maybe just really shy and doesn't like to talk?
Thanks a lot!
i've been looking for this fic for a while. i dont remember full title. but, it's something like "how to not fall in love with your best friend / roomate / co-star"
it's mean so much to me if anybody can share or tell me where i can find this fic.
thank you very much.
I can't remember if I've seen this asked for here recently (checked back a few weeks and couldn't find it) or stumbled across it on somebody's AU rec list. So of course now I can't find it, it's driving me nuts. *g*
Any help would be much appreciated!
FOUND! - Story is Waging Wars to Shape the Poet and the Beast by dauntperplexity
I'm looking for this fic I read a while ago. I haven't finished it yet so I can't give you much details, the only thing I could remember is that Jared was working in animal shelter and one day he met Jensen, the 'Beast'. He was described wearing an oversized hoodie that hid his face,but Jared could see a glimpse of his green eyes. Ring any bell?
The bros decides to quit hunting, and Sam goes back to school and/or become a lawyer.(something to do with Law or anything prominent!)
Well, Dean must have his job(not hunting anymore), I don't know, but I'm sure he would have one.
It could be either establied relationship or progressing, but I wish it wincest's everyday life as a brothers and a couple.
Looking for fics that start out with Jared/Chad or Jared/Misha but end up with Jared/Jensen. Would be nice if Jensen somehow forced himself on the other relationship to break them apart or something like that. Anyways I will take anything you got. I also love it when Jared and Jensen fight or If Jared does not like Jensen at first. Longer fics the better and please have some nc-17 in them.
Angstier the better, also a fan of h/c, slash is cool but no wincest please.